sure, one claims a degree in a most worthless field
and the other whines alot
but debunk this:
James M. McCanney, M.S. (Physics)
but it is good to see the stupid and idio's still holding...
hands

in the words of Ah-nuld....he'll be bahck!

i just wanna know whoever pissed in H's wheaties! hehe

Ok - just because that was SOOO vague ...

I can't go into detail (honestly no time)

But it's like an ever turning kaleidescope of an ongoing "choose your own adventure story"
I never know when or where I get dropped into it.

It's like a broken record that skips and restarts and distorts the music so much that one no longer can tell what the original song was and what the distortions are or if they are not distortions at all but rather variations on a verse ...

But there is a detectable thread to it - and one could imagine mapping out a web of which choices by which characters lead to which scenarios - and the scope and spectrum of possible choices and their consequences -

And in this way questions are explored like:

What would it be like if someone were to use the internet as a platform for mind control/subliminal messages that rewrite people's identity of themselves and people's perception of reality? Then something like that happened - and it didn't happen in just the way I had imagined (I think - unless I wasn't aware that it happened - unless what did happen was just a prototype of what happened in my dream which occurred at a later date according to dream-time)
It wasn't EXACTLY like the dream - but in a way it was. It wasn't as dramatic as the dream. In the dream this person's efforts affected everyone who made contact with the computer and when the force behind it showed up on your computer the only way out was yanking the plug (uhohs for laptops - yank the battery?). This was a much smaller scale operation which seemed to affect only certain people (but almost affected a lot more - I interfered) but it happened earlier in the game than the dream-event - so maybe this was a prototype like I said.

What would it be like if some nefarious and unbelievable creepy guy attempted to force me under his will and make me into his student/servant in a really nefarious and inappropriate way that started with vicious attacks and then attempted to be persuasive (after it was way too late and the cards were already on the table) like some episode of the x-files or something? And then something like that happened - and I couldn't believe it because this particular recurring nightmare is quite far-fetched indeed in my opinion and to even believe that something like that almost happened makes me feel like I have a serious problem with paranoia - but the facts are there and when the dots are connected it paints a picture much like the dream/nightmare theme.

Now there are others, too ... involving wars and monsters and dark mysticism rising up in a society that doesn't recognize it until it is too late ... darkness falling over certain parts of the country ... the technology that so many of us are quite frankly dependent on being used against us or easily rendered useless ... reappearance of legends and ancient histories.

And I never know which story will start up of its own accord in my imagination (and I can't seem to escape it) and it happens like a waking day dream/ night mare. I get to try different things out and it's like "that worked better this time" or "I will never try that again" or "Ahh ... if I had done this in the beginning it would have avoided X Y and Z" or "if just this one thing happened it would have triggered this other thing which would cause this person to react totally differently than every other version of this nightmare story so far".

ANYWAYYYYY
i always say "it makes a good story"
and so far things never happen just so in the exact way as any one kaleidescope turn of the dreams
but it has happened more than once that the nightmare seemed to leap out of my imagination and into reality - and I found that something in a dream had given me the exact steps necessary for dealing with things - and as a result unexpected sucess and overcoming of a scary and crazy situation that anyone would agree should have done me in for sure. There is no way I should have been able to handle that situation normally.

Now ... I have so many questions ....
Is it a matter of PERCEPTION? Because of the nightmare, am I more likely to interpret experiences along the nightmare themes?
Is it a matter of projection or self-fulfilling imaginations? Am I somehow causing or triggering events to happen in this way because of subconscious signals I am giving off related to the recurring nightmares?
Is it a matter of preparation and premonition? Am I getting scrambled warnings in dreams of threats that have not yet happened?
Is it a matter of dimensions and other worlds where I am somehow contacting another world - and others who can also contact this other world are playing out their versions of what they experience in this life .... the same themes of stories playing themselves out in different worlds simultaneously?

I prefer to think that the first is the case.
I certainly am not prepared to put more weight on these waking nightmares than that at this point. (Although it doesn't require any credence to have these nightmares prepare me for situations - whether I believed the nightmares or not - when shit starts happening - I remember the events of the dreams and what worked whether I believe in them or not)

But when I see other people mentioning things that relate to these imaginations it certainly makes me curious! (As seems to be the case here)

Well I hope I don't sound totally crazy.
It seems that the most obvious explanation is "overactive imagination" (really really overactive) - which - as long as one doesn't take it too seriously - is pretty benign and mostly entertaining.

:D

right?