Im sorry again for being absent for so long again. I lost my best friend and companion the last week of September. While being watched and played with by a great friend, Caesar was attacked by an Owl judging by the tracks and taken away. I am still trying to deal with this as Caesar is irreplaceable in my heart and this winter will be very lonely without him.
In the last couple of months my tendonosis has flared up making it painfully hard to get my wood in for the predicted extra cold winter ahead. Again this is a reason for my absence too. The state that I live has a General assistance program for the unemployable that due to my condition makes me eligible for. With this assistance I will be able to fight for SSDI. I will be able to “fight” for my own money back, hahaha, aint that a bitch! Tendonitis or Tendonosis (the acute or chronic condition) is also at the top of the list for the Medical Marijuana program due to how painful the chronic condition is.
The loss of my best friend has broken my heart but in no way do I blame my friend. God I feel is telling me that during this fight I may not be able to take him with or care for him so his kind little soul was needed elsewhere but this makes it no less painful.
Just wanted to share my loss as I do my joys.
You are my family…
Peace and Love, Tokin.


I will see you on the other side my faithful buddy…