Hahaha oh Dee. I can sympathize with you there. You see, I felt the exact same way about my Scorpio. I fawned over him for oh... about a decade until fate finally threw me a bone and he fell in love with me. I'd love to give you some advice on how to get over someone who has a hold on you like that. The truth is, I never figured out how. I will always be dangling from his string but I will never EVER let him know that...

all i can say is...i know how you feel. and when you're drunk it hurts even more.

DEE!!!!!!!!!! E-mail her..... I know, I KNOW it's hard for you'll to come out of your shell, it's scary to expose yourself, you could get hurt... i know, us Scorpio's go through the same thing, just in a different way.... reading your post was like deja vu.... I got goosebumps.... I'm your Scorpio, I've cut my Cancer off... but it's because she was continually hurting me, and it was breaking my heart... i had to let her go. BUT if she e'mailed me, i wouldn't be able to help but to talk to her.... i would e-mail her back in a heart beat. I can't get over her either... but right now, i just can't have her in my life... for a lot of reasons. You still feel a connection because there still is one.... the Scorpio, Cancer bond is hard to break... If she makes fun of you it's either because you hurt her... if that's the case, endure it, and she may get over it... or she just a bitch. But i doubt you'd love her so much if that were the case.....