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Lately and more increasingly I have been getting this feeling. The feeling to just put on by best raggity house skirt, and my best ripped white tank top, sans undergarments and walk out my front door and not come back.
Does anyone ever get that feeling?
Does anyone ever get that feeling?
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Re: The desire to wander.
Tue, April 22, 2008 - 8:05 PMI can't say I'm inclined to walkabout, but I'm sure looking forward to blowing this high desert pop-stand for something more along the lines of a life.
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Re: The desire to wander.
Tue, April 22, 2008 - 8:20 PM>>Does anyone ever get that feeling?
Abolutely. Well, except the sans undergarment part. Commando has never been my thing...:-)
the itinerant lifestyle holds a lot of appeal for me, both in terms of more rigorous sadhana and int erms of experiening more of life and breaking my etablished patterns. I've actually come pretty close a couple of times, but my unhealthy attahment to my library (I have far too many books to ask anybody to store for a few years) is what has stopped me. Everything else I own, I could part with easily, but the thought of loosing my books is like a ball and chain... -
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Re: The desire to wander.
Tue, April 22, 2008 - 8:27 PMSorry for the illegibility. The space-bar, the “c”, and “s” keys on my keyboard have been sticking lately -
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Re: The desire to wander.
Wed, April 23, 2008 - 12:59 PMthe only desire i seem to have is to never be apart from my beloved...
my beloved being Maa. I care for nothing else, for the separation feels so terrible. so i cry like a baby.
sometimes, when i feel distant, when my mind is filled with nonsense, I want to fk it all !
I feel like I want to bust out of the door and say -- I'm outta here! but where to go?
but oh, when the mind is still, none of that matters. for She is always within, waiting for *me* to get outta the way.
and as far as i can tell, She doesn't seem to be on the internet : )
Om Shanti Shanti Shanti
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Re: The desire to wander.
Wed, May 14, 2008 - 6:13 AMAll the time..
Is it possible in the West?, I mean the atmosphere is so immersed with egotism and ignorance, you would just be another hobo and treated as such. Some of us had the good (or is it bad?) fortune to be born in the West, where we can get every form of material intoxication as long as we stay in our cages. I fantasize about taking a plane to India, slowly work to the point I'm allways in the lap of my Mother...feeling completely safe and loved, to finally tear up my passport and take residence inside a nice cave. Hari Om!
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Re: The desire to wander.
Mon, May 26, 2008 - 6:53 PMYou never did come back.