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Linear reality vanishing before me. Letting go the ego mind. Encounters of a different kind.

The physical world seems different to me lately. There is a part of me that's still living in the physical. I go out, I work, I talk to people but there's another part of me that's viewing all this from a higher perspective. I had a conversation with Big D last night about living in my higher self. I think that's what's happening. Living in my higher self is becoming a full time job. My linear ego mind is quickly vanishing. Which sometimes leads me to wonder what's next.

Heather, Sujon, and I agree it's like the world could vanish at any moment. I just don't know what to expect of course. It's amazing that I even try to expect things at all. I am really coming to realize how every moment is truly different in it of itself.

It's true that my capacity to experience joy had significantly increased. I suppose my fear is that I won't be able to enjoy this new found joy and peace in the physical for very long. And I am angry about that. Now there is no way of knowing whether or not this physical reality will vanish or not. Anyone reading this blog from the default world would hand me a beard and an end of the world is nigh sign.
But still I think about these things.

I understand the yogic bliss of meditation and abandoning the senses. But why is the goal to abandon the physical. What's so bad about it?
Sages sometimes give the physical a bad rep like it's lower. Which it indeed maybe, but why would God give us these physical bodies that can taste, smell, see, and hear just so we can strive to live in a reality beyond the scope of it.

I suppose the goal being to expand beyond the physical while simultaneously living in the physical.

I guess with all this 2012 stuff in my concsciousness and all the obvious reality shifts lately, I am wondering what's next.

So what's next? Any thoughts people?