It's great to have you with us...meanwhile Happy New Year to all! Did everyone survive? Spirit Wolf
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Re: Welcome Awake to the group!
Sun, January 6, 2008 - 1:15 AMhello all, thank you for the welcome Spirit Wolf,
I can relate with the group theme, it seems to be a constant issue for me as I try to fit myself into a life style that accomidates growth. I too love the family meaning well thing, its accually not bad for me, my family is pretty open minded. (accept for the vampires) I was drawn to this group after I searched energy vampires and there was a thread here so I came to check it out. I'll go post my thoughts in a moment on that.
I think about the ascension thing quite a bit. I watch how common themes seem to hit all of my aware friends at once. How this shifts them and me and how we react etc. In the back of my mind I know where this is all leading, and when these waves hit it is evidence of the inevitability of it. I see a mass ascension of sorts, or a mass birthing however you want to see it. some say that everyone will go but I can hardly agree with that notion as in nature you never find all of anything making it. Not to mention the number of people who are so embedded in density that no matter how glass half full I look at them I just see no hope.
Certainly the first step towards ascension is awakening, for me its been awhile and it just doesn't seem to be getting all that much easier. I try to find better ways to live, ways that support the new me but all I can say is I must be getting closer since I am looking. then again there is that peice of me that wants to try and wake up as many people as I can. I 'm good at talking circles:)
so good to meet you all, I am In Alaska, its about -20 outside and very beautiful. I graduated from bothell high so I am familiar with Seattle I have a sister in Duvall, and a bunch of friends strung out all over that area. thank you for the group. I am interested to see what kinds of discussions I get into here:)
aho all
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Re: Welcome Awake to the group!
Mon, January 21, 2008 - 2:49 PMHello Awake! I would have liked to be able to reply to you sooner, I've been so busy lately...I love hearing from others about their own experiences, it seems not too many are talking of it as yet...a sacred experience to be sure! I feel the awakening has nothing to do with IQ levels, but rather with clairity. The more issues cleared before awakening, the more joyous the awakening is, the things not cleared or healed prior to awakening, those are the issues which seem to be magnified after awakening in usualy a not too pleasant style, lol. I hear a lot of people say it's miserable to experience. I am very glad to have takent he past 11 plus years to heal so much of my own issues before I awakened late in 2007. What an awesome and joyous awakening it was!
"In the back of my mind I know where this is all leading, and when these waves hit it is evidence of the inevitability of it."
I think it would be a great idea to share what the waves you get feel like to you, compare notes and all. For me it's been two different sensations at different times.
At first the waves were wonderful, but then my hypersensitive self began to feel the feelings of others, all their fears, anger and rage. The anger and rage/negative energy feels very heavy and really hurts all over, like pressure pushing down on my whole body and I even get a headache which is rare for me normally, I don't feel it as much anymore. Of course the good stuff feels light and bouncy, nurtured and loved. Heavenly, lol!
"I see a mass ascension of sorts, or a mass birthing however you want to see it."
I agree, I think whenver we are born into something it is because we died from something else. And when we die from something we are born into something else. Those things can be new worlds and realms, or they can be about healing past issues and karmic debt.
"some say that everyone will go but I can hardly agree with that notion as in nature you never find all of anything making it. Not to mention the number of people who are so embedded in density that no matter how glass half full I look at them I just see no hope."
I agree, for example, when we see spirits, we either see them as a whole person only transparent, or a mist or a shadow. This is what we see because this is what they lived when alive. It's what my teacher Okwaho taught me years ago and I have since experienced the truth of that. After all, if someone chooses to lean more toward the dark side while alive, is it so surprising to see them as a shadow or in the shadows after death?
Another basic concept is what I call the two door method, so door A, is the door of love and acceptance. If we choose to experience things with love and acceptance, we go through door A in our levels and get upleveled to the next level, yet faced again by more challenges, again to experience them via the 2 door method.
If we choose to experience things with fear and anger, we move through door b which is like a turnstyle, it spins us right back into the same area we left until we can choose to experience things with love and acceptance. These are the choices for all of us regardless of what level we are learning from.
"Certainly the first step towards ascension is awakening, for me its been awhile and it just doesn't seem to be getting all that much easier. I try to find better ways to live, ways that support the new me but all I can say is I must be getting closer since I am looking. then again there is that peice of me that wants to try and wake up as many people as I can. I 'm good at talking circles:) "
Lol, me too, although my lack of being around here much lately is a good testament to the change I am going through in that arena, I am enjoying living in a way I never could before.
It's great to share with you, I look forward to many more. Blessings, Spirit Wolf
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