I am so happy and thankful for:
- the fear is gone
- the pain is almost gone
- the healing is well under way
- being able to have and give more space
- being true to myself
- having the best counseling available
- being open to love
- a day without assumptions
- the unconditional love of animals
- the fear is gone
- the pain is almost gone
- the healing is well under way
- being able to have and give more space
- being true to myself
- having the best counseling available
- being open to love
- a day without assumptions
- the unconditional love of animals
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Re: Wednesday July 9
07/09- experiencing more peace in my life than i have ever experienced
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Re: Wednesday July 9
07/09Today's gratitude:
My older sister.
Coco. She is possibly the sweetest kitty on earth (biased, I know).
My staff. They are awesome.
Santa Rosa plums.
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Re: Wednesday July 9
07/09Today is wonderful because:
1) I've lots 19.8lbs at WeightWatchers so far!!!!
2) I lost 3.6lbs this week
3) I'm feeling more comfortable in the meetings now that Connor is welcome
4) I've walked oevr 5 miles already today despite the heat
5) I have a washer and dryer at home now instead of down 3 flights of stairs
6) HOT HOT sex last night
7) Privacy in our bedroom
8) James being really tuned into me
9) Molly babysitting Connor tonight
10) being able to shower now while Connor's napping (without waking him up) -
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Re: Wednesday July 9
07/09Toady I'm grateful for taking it slow, while my body processes the chi from last night's tai chi class. Today I'm grateful for romantic love, which is such a source of learning. Today I'm grateful for my best friend, who is the greatest love I've ever known.
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Re: Wednesday July 9
07/09*) Having a fairly mellow day despite my waking up an hour late!
*) My loves and the various ways they bring joy to my life
*) Being silly & feeling lighter
*) Many productive, collaborative conversations
*) Dark chocolate M&Ms
*) Excited about looking for a new place to live
*) Lots of fun plans coming up
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Re: Wednesday July 9
07/09Liney buying some of my stuff.
Selling more stuff on Clist today.
Friends stepping up to help me when I need it.
Some of the fear is gone.
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Re: Wednesday July 9
07/09our big loving kitty
my butter baby
good friends and food tonight
spontaneous guitar playing and singing with SH
bench help from unexpected source
my studio space
my patience
my openness to new opportunities
being born with more than one creative talent
my amazing capacity to forgive
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Re: Wednesday July 9
07/10For today I am thankful for:
~telling that ass there is no way I would sleep with him and as he was manhandling me telling him I would most certainly kill him if he did not stop. And to think, this was NOT a blind date.
~knowing I won't sleep with lying, fucking asshole married men.
~my children.
~bowling my best game yet...163.
~getting an award for bowling my best game every two weeks ago...161.
~knowing at this point in my life, I would kill anyone who raped me.
~standing up for myself.
~trying my best to not beat myself up for not knowing he was married...and telling him I won't sleep with married men unless their wife writes me a letter telling me it is ok. I am grateful I know how to smack someone really hard if they get out of line.
~not allowing my PTSD to get the best of me right at the moment.
~love and knowing someday I will find it (romantically) and he won't be married or an ass.
