Hello, I'm new here

topic posted Sun, April 27, 2008 - 8:14 PM by  Lei§a♥
And have just come out of a 2 1/2 year relationship.

I sold everything I own except my tarot cards, crystals, and books to move countries to start a life with this man.

But sadly it is over. I don't think it's necessary to go into the details of why its over, because well its over.

Anyway the thing is I'm leaving Australia in 9 days and journeying back to my homeland of New Zealand YAY YAY YAY YAY

So I'm pondering and feeling my feelings and people keep saying to me Oh my you poor thing you must be devastated??

But really I'm not..I'm very happy, and extremely excited about the prospect of going home, and starting again.

I feel cleansed and empty ready to be filled up with all of the magic of the universe.

I feel this relationship has brought me into higher alignment with myself and I am so grateful to have had the experience.

So I guess what I'm saying to you all is this....

Just because a relationship has ended doesn't mean your life has...quite the contrary sometimes it can mean Now your life can REALLY begin....so enjoy your new freedom. I mean don't deny your feelings of hurt and betrayal or whatever emotions come up for you...but know that seeing the relationship in a much more positive light helps to propel you forward more clearly.

You always have choice over your feelings, so how about making your feelings wonderful..nourishing..nurturing..loving and freeing!~

Thanks for letting me share
Leisa
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Lei§a♥
New Zealand
  • Re: Hello, I'm new here

    Mon, April 28, 2008 - 11:27 AM
    (((Leisa)))

    I love you.

    I really believe that this has been all magic to bring you to where you need to be. I also know it will have very hard times. It's amazing how things can be so right and so important and magic...and still feel like they are burning the skin off of you. they are sometimes I think. you got to get to the skin underneath.
    • Re: Hello, I'm new here

      Mon, April 28, 2008 - 4:36 PM
      SV I Love You!

      And I agree I'm totally feeling the magic.

      And I'm totally feeling the skin burn simultaneously..it is so hard still having to stay with him until I go, but its only 8 more days.

      And we did talk last night, and I am feeling better today, he is so very quiet and withdrawn, and has been for quite sometime, and I always find that hard to deal with, because I tend to lose my center and think I've done something wrong, and take his quietness to mean he is upset or angry at me, and really this is a deep old pattern of mine.

      But today is a new day and I am feeling good, and feeling good is my energy mantra, because I always have choices about how I feel.
      • Re: Hello, I'm new here

        Mon, April 28, 2008 - 5:03 PM
        I can relate on the tendancy to take quiet as I've done something wrong. The Four Agreements(and The Mastery of Love and especially The Voice of Knowledge) really helped me with that. With not taking things personally.

        8 more days...you are totally strong enough to get through those.

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