Poverty of the soul

topic posted Thu, June 4, 2009 - 10:54 AM by  offline1durphul
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sa,

I'm not in the main tribe so I can't respond in there, so instead I'll reply here.

I'm sure if you were an tribal villager living in Africa, South America, or India/Asia you would look at the life of a guy named sa and say "he has experienced so much! Yet he is poorer than I am when it comes to his own self perception and soul."

I know that by just having been to Burning Man I've experienced something only a very very small percentage of people on this planet have experienced. I was enriched by that experience, and of the years I've been there have been moments that I felt I had reached a pinnacle of human evolution.

Then I return home and resume the life I had before, in effect devolving. My soul is still empty because it was not truly changed by the amazing experiences I had.

We don't yet live in a world where we could function day to day like we do at Burning Man. It isn't sustainable....

Yet we long for it. A week of perfection in our year.
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  • Re: Poverty of the soul

    Thu, June 4, 2009 - 10:55 AM
    Sorry i drifted and forgot to go back to the villager who spends his days working off the land, enjoying his family, and community and is truly connected to everything around him.
    • sa
      sa
      offline 48

      Re: Poverty of the soul

      Thu, June 4, 2009 - 1:35 PM
      I agree with your observation.

      What do I do about it?
      • Re: Poverty of the soul

        Thu, June 4, 2009 - 4:10 PM
        It seems to me like the only ones who have made the attempt to grasp a Burning Man like existence outside of the playa are the ones who are mentally unstable. The Shooters and Sunshines of the world. Good people, but missing the toggle in the brain that says "you can't do this alone."

        Maybe it is time for the rest of us to try as a group, together. I don't think it can be done alone, this kind of change would need the voluntary involvement of hundreds or thousands of other individuals all working together. After all, isn't the selfless work provided by volunteers what makes so many projects at Burning Man succeed?

        A problem is that without our corporate jobs, our corporate pay checks, we would be forced to live a life that relied on others. Instead of just relying on a corporation (which slowly nibbles away at our souls in return for the money.) The question I would ask is how important is your independence to you?

        In Stephen Covey's 7 Habits Of Highly Effective People there are two major goals of personal development: independence and effective interdependence. While Independence is a good thing to develop, the ultimate goal should be interdependence, the ability to give and to take in a community. I think at Burning Man we see a living example of interdependence as a principle. In his book Stephen Covey postulates that becoming a better you is the key to becoming a better member of your community.

        If you are already living your life as though everyday were Burning Man, good for you. Maybe you should ask others to join you. Some of the people you ask might actually say yes. A group of people is always going to be able to survive better than any single individual in the face of a society that would frown on you for breaking free of your yoke.
        • Re: Poverty of the soul

          Sat, June 20, 2009 - 12:28 AM
          "A group of people is always going to be able to survive better than any single individual in the face of a society that would frown on you for breaking free of your yoke."

          Ya. But what about the ego and the taking of credit? What feeds the human soul more then the feeling of individuality and uniqueness.
          It's a catch 22.

          I started that book. Got the point. Quit. Before chapter 2. God, I hope they make a movie someday. Maybe they already have.

          Fuck Reading.
  • Re: Poverty of the soul

    Wed, June 10, 2009 - 9:59 PM
    My soul is still empty because it was not truly changed by the amazing experiences I had.

    Wrong
    think that over one more time
    • sa
      sa
      offline 48

      Re: Poverty of the soul

      Thu, June 11, 2009 - 7:32 AM
      <<Then I return home and resume the life I had before, in effect devolving. My soul is still empty because it was not truly changed by the amazing experiences I had. >>

      I can REALLY relate to this.
      I was in the throes of a meltdown/awakening at the best/worst party ever, known as Xingolati. I had been doing hallucenigenics and not sleeping for three days, and had just had my world rocked by a giant who wanted to kill me. I was in tears. I had never been so open to the universe before, and was seeing everything so clearly -- I knew what was wrong with my life and I new how to fix it. For the first time in my adult life, I was able to identify what had happened in my childhood that had caused the problems I drag around with me today. I was at once in turmoil and at peace. If nothing else, I was AWARE. I was alive and open and understood everything.
      And I knew it wouldn't last. I even talked to a couple guys from Earthdance because they seemed to be enlightened. I thought they could help me hold onto my new awareness and bring it into the default world. But then we all got off the ship and into our cars and into the traffic and back to work and back to reality, and by the time a few days had passed, I was pretty much back to "normal."
      As boring as it is, I think that's the way it has to be. I don't know if I could survive, especially as a part of "regular" society, being that open, that vulnerable. At least for me, it's best to live in the default world and take ocassional peeks into the universe...

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