tomorrow's a day i don't look forward to....every thing is now out of the apartment.... and my girl said something to me i never thought I'd hear.... she said babe, it's not fair to have the cat's stay in the car with us.... mind you she has had china blue for almost thirteen years... I have avoided having cat's since my dear patches was put to sleep six years ago because she out lived her body at the age of 22.... and for a calico that is unheard of....so now hear i sit, waiting until 9 am to take our babies to the spca because we can't live in a car with them... and she is wright, it's not fair to them.........my tinker bell, the most loving cat since my patches.... a calico also.... thinks she is human more than cat.... every night licking my head until she feels I'm clean and then sleeps on Shelly's head....and then the baby, Tabatha's small when i brought her home.... i hid her behind my back and told Shelly to pick a hand....she picked the wrong hand and i said no you wanted this hand. and handed her this small piece of magic... she still has only a squeak of a meow.... and is only half the size of a regular cat... but in my heart she is a lioness.... and what can i say about chynna blue.... the girl who made it possible to want kitties agin..... i felt like an executioner tonight giving them two cans on wet food tonight, knowing damn well where i am taking them tomarrow...... but i have know choice.... no one will rent to us with cat's and it was made quite clear.... so good bye my loves.. i hope to get better in health and then maybe i can bring you all home, but if not a piece of me dies with you leaving my life.........please great spirit take care of my babies........ and if you can save them, do it before you help me........ they mean that much to me.... and just as much if not more to my shelly