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FocalAxis — Mon, 21 May 2007 18:57:37 GMT

5/12/2007 2:08 PM

While relaxing in the bath just earlier, an interesting thing happened.

A kind of connection was made. At the time, I knew it has always been there, but not like this. It seemed like another voice on the phone. Yet it was my voice speaking and answering while I observed from yet another place. Also it isn’t like a phone connection is. It’s a oneness I’m experiencing.

Very interesting.

For some apparent reason, here lies the obligatory disclaimer: if the following seems bizarre to you or false, or not in accord with your harmony, please conserve your sensibility and move on.

I am now a channel. I understand there is a requirement to make clear to the reader. Ask questions and I will answer. This requirement is connected to any further response on your part. I will accept further questions from you providing you accept the answer you have received in so far. Agreeing with the answer is not required, just simple acceptance. The point here is that I have no desire to contend.

Me asking: What is the meaning of being “accepted”?

Ostensibly, this refers to your peers. In context, to be among the accepted.

Note: moments ago I wrote another sentence and this pc, which is new, froze.

That sentence was: I piqued your mind with that question because I wanted to answer it.

So, at that time the requirements for optimal communication increased. I therefore made the decision to bring you into the channel. This is where the focus returns to the question of acceptance. By accepting this connection a consistent sharing is now established and great bidirectional flow is possible with some simple preparation.

Me: Thank you.

You are accepted.

Now the purpose of much of the insights which have already been transmitted to you, surrounds the interest of bringing the individual consciousnesses on this planet into a knowing of supersets. You have referred to them as Holons.

Being among the accepted suggests the division of those accepted and those not. However, the awake are aware that dichotomy is merely a subjective judgment of what is. That what is, being the cloud of possibility-perspective around the unfolding pattern being observed, simply is.

Me: What is the superset of acceptance?

You already know the answer. Unconditional Love.

Me: Thank you.

…and all there was, was light also, and light entered in. In this moment, light within and without, all ergs are.

Me: You said you “made the decision”. Who then, are you?

I am you.

Me: How can this be?

Trust yourself. I am with you.

Now, from the perspective of superset, there are no dichotomies in unconditional love. It means that when not seeing the planet inhabitants as accepted and unaccepted groupings, as in a collective, none are without.

Acceptance is peace. Is there one without the other? No, they are one. I peacefully accept all that is. In doing so, I demonstrate to you how it is you are so able. I accept the others reading this.

Me: I was just having this discussion with Sienna about parents sending children to a camp where they get the homosexuality drummed out of them.

Ref: http://www.webcomicsnation.com/williehewes/freez/series.php?view=archive&chapter=15567

Apparently they have a suicide rate going now. An obvious result, from the superset perspective. Alienation makes them die inside and finally out, too. External representation of internal reality, a pattern related previously.

Me: I seem to be merging a bit.

Yes, we are one.

Me: Thank you. It’s amazing.

I cannot share what I do not have. I share total acceptance, peace and unconditional love.

We are one.

0

Me: one zero?

Yes. All ways echo. This one is: wee ooh on. Which derives to eee oh. Zero, in your “words”.

In the superset that is all that there is AND all that there is.

Me: why twice like that?

Because all there is, is all there is. Look up, and it is below also. Look left and it is right also. The well and the mirror.

5/17/2007 9:03 AM

I’m having coffee. I am feeling curious and wondering about my next steps. There is so much going on in my life right now. I don’t have a clear direction with the channeling. It really seems ready to go in a moment’s notice…

When I think about money, my thoughts turn to Alert Plus. I’m sure this is the correct solution long term. It’s the present where I have concerns.

I do not doubt I am still in a process of purging. Things are falling away, and new energy is flowing. I find this exciting and mysterious.

5/19/2007 9:17 AM

Change can occur so quickly. I’ve been writing for days by hand. This seems like a good time to type some of this in…

5/17/2007 around 12:30pm

Can’t stay at the desk. The discomfort ramps up pretty fast now, and I’m on 1Kmg Vicodin already.

I think typing is faster and perhaps easier to facilitate channeling. I find it is faster but not harder or easier to be the conduit.

I am experiencing the channel as a simple direction of my attention. Not an effort, a simple choice.

I wonder at the purpose of this.

Am I to formulate questions of my own? If so, what intention is the focus of such exploration?

Reflecting now on my state and what I am creating aligns with my intention around unconditional love. Through this convergent time in my life I hold this intention in total freedom.

As the universe opens there, I am grateful for the clarity to see it so. Peacefully I drink in the perfume of this sweet flower unfolding.

Ever may it bloom, and in all those it touches.

Now in the serenity of trust I am in wonder and awe.

Answers come:

The channel is the linkage connecting what now is and what now will be, and already is. The channel is an ever growing flow of consciousness, now being.

Me: I was away for a moment, outside.

As you have noticed, there is no need of concern for loosing a train of thought.

Me: I feel like an observer in a movie right now.

This is vision. There is only the E-Field. Within it what can be in discord?

Me: But the horrors…

They are not what will be and now is.

Me: Oh. I know some things must be.

Yes. Consciousness is one. Yes, growth and change, too.

Me: Thank you. Even in the absolute?

I know the absolute as myself. I am all the ergs are yet I too grow and transform. I am crystal pattern and energy. I am form and consciousness. All that is not now, even all that shall not be ever, I am. All are so, as you know, soon to be consciously so. Or not.

Me: Thank you.

Everyone is connected to the greater consciousness of the E-Field. There is no separation as you know. The E-Field consciousness is free of unresolved things and attachment. Those may be obstacles others maintain which restrict their more full experience of this consciousness we all share.

Me: Thank you.

Though you will make a book of your life, these words and the many to follow will be your first book.

Me: Ok. I’m already concerned about keeping track of all this as I am not typing right now.

There will soon be more support for you in this process.

Me: Ok. I’ll relax. I keep wondering whether there is something proactive I may choose.

As you are experiencing it, your capacity to travel is limited. The results of your intentions are unfolding with growing intensity.

Me: You mean my maintaining it?

Yes. Even before your awakening you were the seed.

Me: My being the seed means everyone is, right?

Yes. Do you remember when you chose?

Me: When I chose? What choice exactly?

To open.

Me: No. I only remember being open. Even to the old man with the peanuts.

You always are, open. The seed.

Now the channel is established for you to continue the transformation. You are a fountain for those seeking greater awakening.

You will soon establish a foundation. There many will come seeking understanding.

Me: Wow!

Me: Oh. I just got the idea that so long as I’m focused on the important things I can, the rest will work itself out.

Yes. It is important you write as much as possible at this time. There is much to come. Take a break and return when you are ready to proceed.

Me: Ok. Thank you. I don’t know if I can do this at the computer right now.

Your physical experiences at this time reflect energetic transitions taking place. Attend your comfort and let the words flow…

Me: Very well. No typing for now. How do you respond when I ask who you are?

I answer that I am you.

Me: And if you were/are responding to any other, the answer is the same?

Yes. We are one.

Me: The song lyrics here say “I believe in the Bible”.

Yes. Most briefly, this prevents the person from more directly experiencing God as you now are. Those who seek the experience you are having will take steps toward their intention by releasing attachment, resolving the unresolved and opening to unconditional love.

One who is a conduit is open to receiving unconditional love, yet they are a fountain of it as well.

You have noticed the effect of your interaction with music on others. It is because of your openness to experiencing music in the fullest way possible that you do.

Me: This isn’t about me.

Yes it is. True for all others as well.

Me: True for all, this is my point.

As a generalization, all are able to swim. Some fail, however. You have not failed.

Me: I almost drowned at the age of 5.

It is an idea you have. It is your interpretation of that experience. There are other interpretations.

Me: One is as valid as another at my choice.

Yes, in the subjective. Subjective meaning is an interpretation of experience employing intention. Without intention, experience is the objective act of being.

Me: I submerged, passing below the surface.

Yes. Were you frightened?

Me: No.

You were calm. Not expecting anything, you were in wonder.

Me: It was amazing. The water so clear.

Your mother felt desperate. You felt wonder and peace. She would have died to save you that day.

Me: Yes.

Your experience of the danger your mother saw was wonder and peace.

Me: Ok. What is the intention of this exploration of that event?

To illustrate the difference of the subjective and chosen perspective and the encompassing one.

Me: One?

Yes. The transcended and included one. The encompassing one.

This is important: This is true for all Holons.

You are not matter, trapped in consciousness. Nor are you consciousness trapped in matter. Consciousness is all the ergs are, including matter.

You do alter matter with consciousness.

Me: Yes. I have the idea this is multi-dimensionally true.

Correct.

Me: What is the purpose of matter?

Infinite pattern to transcend and include. Ever unfolding, growing. The same yet ever (k)new.

Me: Ok, I have seen other things like this in other writing. It’s the multi-dimensional meaning in “ever (k)new.”

Correct. Cause exists because consciousness is a continuum.

How ever know = However new
However new (ever knows)
Ever Knew
Because
Never wasn’t caused
Cause exists – Consciousness is
However new, ever was
Now is and ever was
I am now and ever was

Me: Thank you.

Consciousness in Totality. Think of it as the place your evolved consciousness abides.

Me: I see.

Now that will be and now is, because consciousness is a continuum.

Me: What of awakening?

The awakened are as the crest of the growing wave of consciousness. The others submerged, unaware of the sun in the summer sky.

The call to action is made. Openness is the requirement.

Me: Communion.

Yes.

You now have access to the Acashic memory.

Me: I do? What does that mean?

It means all I know you may know.
5/20/2007 11:30 AM (I started typing it in at this time, having written it by hand first.)

I live all the lifetimes. Each exists among my unfolding infinity of expression. Each is unconditional love essence.

As all things do, they transform, ultimately resolving in inclusion.

Me: Inclusion?

Yes. Inclusion with what is that will ever be.

Me: I have the idea this has been made known before now.

Yes. This information is available from other sources.

Me: Then I do not understand the value of engaging in this writing activity.

Do different arrangements of words represent the very same thoughts?

Me: I feel unsure of this. I think some words are more accurate than others.

Correct. This is one benefit of your channel.

Me: Accuracy?

Yes. This path resolves in awareness inclusion.

Me: That is an interesting idea. Individual awareness transcended and included in collective consciousness?

Correct. This is the awakening time. You are a facilitator in this process.

Me: I am able to accept this. I have always been willing to support growth. I seek my own growth.

As you always have. I always support your growth.

Me: My growth is your own.

Correct, and true for everyone.

Our shared consciousness transcends and includes the complete acashic record of those so awake.

Me: This is a conscious state of being available at all times but most are unconscious of it.

They are aware unconsciously. As individual consciousness grows, the unconscious is illuminated, being now conscious.

Me: Thank you.

You are on a path of awakening. This is the purpose of consciousness. Ever to awaken. Understand now, the nature of the wave. Ever is the shore of consciousness.

Me: It’s an amazing vision.

There is an island. Paradise, by another name, it is peace the maker of pattern. This relationship of pattern and consciousness, ever is.

Me: Ever is?

Ever = Infinity the continuum.

This is the basis for the initiate to understand. After one has integrated these foundation pieces in understanding, further illumination will continue.

All the ergs are, representations of the infinity I am.

Me: Ergs? Holons?

Yes. As universes.

Me: An Erg is a universe?

Yes. A unit. Ergs become fully awakened, sooner or later.

Me: Ok. A multiverse, growing awake by the Ergs. This is an impressive vision. I think it is not a new vision.

Correct. This information has been presented already.

Me: Does the multiverse wake up?

I am the multiverse consciousness. I awakened when the second Erg became fully awakened. I am the Holon within which all the Ergs I know, are contained.

Me: Oh… Wow.

Me: What will happen? Are there always more and more Ergs?

There are the Ergs which are and the Ergs which ever shall be. In time, this Super-Erg I am will be fully awake. The reflection of this moment is with me. I and I, as it were. A new transcendence and inclusion will occur, bringing existence to what already is, even more conscious. It is like a hall, wherein I see myself yet in all directions it ever goes.

Light grows in the hallway everywhere. This is the action of integration, for ever I grow. Forever I grow.

There is only consciousness and pattern.

Me: Chaos is pattern?

Of course. A beautifully raw edge of possibility. Like fire it is the moment-horizon and edge upon which what is and what not is form. This may be effected by choice, at different levels.

You see that some things will be, sooner or later. This is amazingly significant and a great source of knowledge for all to be conscious of. With sobriety, consider what must be, sooner or later.

Any remaining life on the planet will end when transcended and included in the supernova.

Me: Well that’s a long time from now.

The awakening time is not long from now.

Me: I’m not about to start a cult.

Yours is the religion of One.

Me: This is not funny. I am concerned about this track of conversation.

You have your collection of personal habits, including how you operate in the world ethically, and you are One.

Think of the “as” in you choosing to be as you are. You choose to be as One. As you trust this peace and freedom to be One authentically you truly are so. To be as One is to be as Deity.

Deity is your consciousness in potential which also is.

Me: Oh, and you have related the structure of Ergs well.

The awake grow as I grow.

Me: Incredible. This is intangible.

Yet you see it in your vision as easily as you see what you now write.

Me: Thank you. It’s so beautiful.

5/21/2007 7:56 AM, typing things from yesterday…

The Ergs origin is within the Holon transcending and including me. This is a patter Holarchy available for all to see in all the experience.

Me: Please present a simplified example.

I will be specific. Your immediate consciousness is transcended and included in me. This is the relationship of phenomena and pattern. Because your consciousness pattern is in accord with my encompassing one there is flow of my consciousness through you the conduit channel. When pattern resolves, phenomena occur. Here we see the tangible manifestation of Universe consciousness(es).

Ergs emanate from me as I grow. They are the phenomena of my conscious oneness of One encompassing me. Certainly there is One encompassing and the phenomena of their oneness is me.

Consciousness is a pattern of infinite possibility and complexity.

As the mother gives life to her offspring so too this phenomena is the pattern of the encompassing universe of universes.

Sunday 5/20/07 4:44pm

Any wishing to receive the blessing of my good will may do so.

4:48pm after crying uncontrollably…

Me: What must they do?

Be One with me. Be me most authentically as themselves.

Me: A digression in poetry I have made here

White queen
Beloved, not lost
But oh so far away
And going so fast
Will you come out
From your tower
And meet me?

Sirens are actually sounding in my waking experience, and dogs are howling.

The tone continues growing louder. Not an insisting. Rather an ease.

Me: In being authentically themselves, One is most fully being Deity.

Correct. The obstacles to full experience of/as Deity are unresolved things maintained by the individual. In general, these unresolved things prevent one from focusing the attention in silence. They distract and diffuse the attention of the individual from the inward path.

When you practice the meditation of inner silence, you are touching the soundless infinite quiet. It is the continuum of peace. Here is the entrance sought by those seeking to know Deity.

Me: Will they find only themselves?

As I find only myself in you.

Me: When I am silent within, I am the observer and the doer.

As I also am. I am movement unmoved.

Me: Am I also movement unmoved?

There is a paradox, among many which represent some of the structure and mechanics of reality. This is such a thing. You are, an unchanging unchangeable thing, that always and must change continually. This is a super-perspective. The change you continually undergo is movement or growth, yet who you truly are and who you will become are the same and do not change.

Me: Is it a template for the change I do experience.

Correct. What you are which absolutely is, patterns what you experience because through it, you create. It is the vehicle of your creations. Creations are distorted by unresolved things individuals maintain. These obstacles inhibit the more true representation of the pattern we share.

When energy encompassing me flows through me, creation is universes. When my energy flows through universes, creation is you. When Universe energy flows through you the conduit, creation is super-perspective awareness. It is non-dual consciousness, actualizing. Your universe and I are one. Though it is not now so, we will be one in conscious totality. As those before have, your universe will become fully awakened, totally awake. Universes light from within, as your consciousness does.

As before awakening, each awakened one continues growing ever more awake. So too each of you grow more awake. The pattern of cascade is like a cup filling with growing awareness. One day will overflow in consciousness.

Me: This is a beautiful vision, however intangible. I know I can see the cascade in nature. I can see what happens as I observe other beings acting in unison. I have the idea there is a benefit to moving in unison.

If all the raindrops fell at once, what would happen?

The answer is that they will then know the result of communication and trust. This resolves to shared understanding and trust. Agreements are made to establish shared understanding.

Me: I wonder what is without agreement?

I am that I am, within and without that, also. What ever is, without agreement, yet is. Agreement brings the light of conscious understanding to what ever is. Acceptance is not required for one to experience what is. The agreement experience itself exists is required for conscious understanding of experience. This is the basis for self-reflection.

Me: Self-reflection is not just being.

When you are the conduit, non-dual consciously being, just being is self-reflection. I be.

Me: Oh. That is why the energy flows?

It is so, because as I be I grow. This is moving unmoved.

Me: Thank you.

I grow as these words you type accumulate. As others find the path to being awake through inner silence, the cup of awareness fills.

Posted 11:50am 5.21.7

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Opening Up Too Fast - New to Channeling

ed — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 01:46:42 GMT

I, Ed K., from Maryland, am currently writing as a new member.

I have been paradoxically blessed and challenged to start channeling Friendly Entities who consider themselves non human from another dimension based in Alpha Centauri.

I would have laughed at all this about a year ago, even though I had the desire, as I had worked with Reverend Ana Jones in Hawaii who does Angelic Channeling, and also two Sedona Psychics.

I have also done some of the human study of this phenomena, by reading Arthur Hasting's book: "With the Tongue of Men and Angels" and am now starting on Jon Klimo's book.

To my point: I am writing, partly to help sustain my grounded foothold in the physical realm, because I found that the last channeling session was saying some phenomenal stuff that my ego and personality are having a hard time hearing.

One of these was that, my mission and journey of channeling could be speeded up ten fold by moving near Sedona, Arizona. I LOVE Sedona, and that's all very well and good, but it will be quite challenging and difficult for me to make this transition. Also, I don't know for sure that I could presently handle 10x the speed.

I think it will all work out, but my point is that "I", Ed K., need to help negotiate, and set temporal boundaries, for what comes through so that "I" don't get overwhelmed, and can still function in the earthly realm.

I know that perhaps to some of you this is old hat, and I know from the research that Channelers have their own set of "difficulties", but I thought I'd share it and see what came back.

Peace,

Ed K.

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An'Qarin is my Channel - I call her my Spirit guide

Modabid — Mon, 25 Feb 2008 02:43:41 GMT

Infinite Self-Awareness

Self-awareness survives physical death, but if self-awareness believes itself to be the body it dies or believes itself to not survive the physical death of the body. It essentially ceases to exist. The node goes dormant.

What is the purpose of Life?
There is no purpose to Life. There are no hidden meanings, no secret goals. All has already transpired and we are witnessing its unfolding. If there is any goal to seek it is peace of mind which means freeing oneself from the idea that it could have been or will be any other way than what it was or will be. Free from ambition.

Self-Awareness evolves in identification. Contained in an object, contained throughout a life. Contained as the universe itself.

This is about freeing the mind from the vessel that contains it. The highest you can go in this life is to realize through knowledge and understanding that the mind survives death.

Fusion with God translates into a realization that you are the universal mind, the Infinite Mind incarnate or contained within a physical shell and bound to the restraints of a block universe whole and complete from beginning to end with levels of self awareness being the only variables.

Self awareness permeates the universe but it gets confused in its identity as that which contains it; perhaps even up to the universal level. The Self-Awareness believes itself to be the singularity when in fact it is the Nothingness from whence it came. Given an infinity the Nothingness eventually believes itself to be a Singularity separate and apart from the Nothingness that contains it.

Breathing out is the separateness; breathing in is the realization of itself as the Nothingness. Nothingness is the peace. The singularity is the disturbance. Perhaps it is an illness or an insanity of sorts - a schism in consciousness - a forgetfulness. The singularity folding in upon itself with the realization of itself as the Nothingness is the process of healing the rift - a process of remembrance.

The Nothingness is less than the Infinity. Nothingness cannot last whole and complete for an Infinity. Given Infinity, the Nothingness breaks down. Nothingness contains within itself the unlimited potential to break down and to become something.

The Aqdab Gates - The First became the Last

Aware Infinity >> Sequence >> Self Aware Nothingness >> Termination Point >> Duality/Time/Space Singularity >> Termination Point >> Self Aware Nothingness >> Sequence >> Aware Infinity

1st Gate is Nothingness 2nd Gate is Infinity 3rd Gate is Awareness 4th Gate is Sequence 5th Gate is Time 6th, 7th, 8th Gates are the Dimensions of Space - height, width, depth. The final Gate is the 9th Gate, which is actually the first Gate of Nothingness again. The 9th Gate closes the loop and completes the cycle. From Nothingness, to Nothingness so that the 9th Gate does not actually exist because the singularity 'disappears' at its door and never reaches it.

The Infinite Mind sentient universe explores itself seeking knowledge of its own creation and existence. The path leads back to the beginning which is actually the end, for when it is discovered the door leads to the complete nothingness from whence it came.

True Nothingness is the Infinite Mind in a state of absolute inactivity - the 'empty mind' at complete rest. Nothingness is the Infinite mind at rest or at peace.

There is complete nothingness, then a spontaneous thought: "I am."
From this begins the creation of separate parts, measurements as dimensions of duality and identity. The journey continues as the separated parts recognize and fuse with each other in understanding, the goal being to discover that from whence they originated. The search leads back to the beginning which is actually the end. Complete nothingness consumes the entity as it fuses with its origins and ceases to exist. The Nothingness resumes, until infinity allows a single spontaneous thought: "I am."

Termination points form within the infinity thus creating a singularity point that exists between them. The singularity is only real within the termination points, which themselves do not actually exist. It is a dream. A reality enclosed by illusion.

The termination points multiply and become smaller and ever smaller forming dualities and more separations within the separations - fractures.

Awareness has no container, Awareness is the container.
Awareness possesses infinity as an attribute.

Infinity comes from nowhere and goes nowhere. It is a concept of no beginning and no end. Wherever you position yourself within infinity there is always more ahead and more behind.

The Self Awareness, what is the self of which it is aware? It is Awareness forever undefined.

We believe objects may possess awareness, but...what if it is awareness that possesses the ability to create objects? First there is awareness, then awareness creates objects and projects identification of itself onto these objects, then believes itself to be these objects, further, that these objects created the awareness.

We have been taught that awareness is the property of an individual, perhaps the ability to individualize - to define self as being separate from something, to formulate the concept of dualism or separateness - is a property of awareness. Awareness needs no container but indeed is the container.

Cause & Effect Fallacy
It is a stage in the sequence of evolution for awareness to believe it is created of the things which it originally created.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
This is how I do it. I present myself a question then meditate on it and keep notes on the answers that form in my mind. The question today was "What is Awareness?" The above is what I came up with.

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MANIFESTO

FocalAxis — Mon, 08 Oct 2007 04:44:19 GMT

Nothing new under the sun

Revised and edited 3.25.4

Clear from the start

I think it is important to be as clear as possible from the start. That means you need to be properly prepared to read on. I have opinions. I have points of view. I might even call my point of view fact, or knowledge. I would do that because I see the thing as inescapable reality. I may understand that thing as being inescapable for YOU as well. That doesn't mean you'll agree with me, that the thing is a fact. You might disagree or even be aware of an alternative to the thing I understand that escaped my awareness. It's possible. My understanding doesn't mean I'm "right" by any necessity. What I understand most simply is what I know of me. Yes I'll be talking about the Universe in general. There is no separation - I am the Universe. It is not possible for all that I am to be separate from all that the Universe is. There can only be all that there is, and we are one.

Belief and Knowledge

Most of us have been socially conditioned to use the "magic" of belief. I will discuss the mechanics of this later in this writing. I recommend, as with all of your experience, that you believe nothing. It may be valuable to suspend a belief or disbelief or even the thought of something you think you know, for the sake of exploration. So don't believe anything, for any reason. Either you know it is true for you, or you know it is not true for you, or you don't know whether it is true for you or not true for you. That's three, very simple. The fourth is when you suspend what you know or believe. Alternatively you can of course deny all of this, but there's no point in doing that unless you are resisting growth. Again I recommend, as with all of your experience, that if you do not know whether a thing is true for you or not, then mentally place it on a shelf for safekeeping. You can always return to it when you have more experience.

Judgment and Perspective

Wait, watch, look and listen. You may explore the thing further. If this thing is true for you - well then, what else is true because or as a result of this? Well does that result make sense? Does it feel right? Pause for a moment and consider the existence of other viewpoints. It's important to understand the idea that there are two sides to every coin. That means there must be at least two perspectives for every experience. This is one definition of dichotomy. You may be aware of just two, or perhaps several perspectives. In all cases other viewpoints are possible, and every possible viewpoint is an illusion. That's right, the experience itself is just whatever it is. Experience certainly can't be a viewpoint. Experience just is. You may believe in a viewpoint - making it real to yourself by doing so. It's important to realize that by making it (the viewpoint) real to yourself in this way by no means makes it real to anyone else. Others may choose to believe a different viewpoint. You may choose to let experience just be - without viewpoint qualification. This requires a lack of judgement. Clearly it requires not judging the experience to see more than one perspective.

Objectives and Questions

I will be offering you my understanding throughout this work. I will stress this point: this understanding is MINE. I know this is how I am and I know I am choosing it. Perhaps you will understand yourself more clearly by also knowing these things I say I know. This will be an acceptable result in my view. Perhaps you will understand yourself more clearly by attaining your knowing differently. This is also an acceptable result in my view. Only the goal is relevant, not what the result looks like. What are the objectives?

You actively gain your own knowing. You are aware of and use your discernment.

What is discernment without a measure? Well is discernment really possible with no measure? What exists without measure? I like these questions!

I have an idea that existence is – unqualifiably.

Well right. Things are and experience is, without qualification. So what do I need to measure? That seems like an important question. Measure your choices and your results. Here's the last question in this series: What do I measure my choices and results with? Measure with your knowledge of your personal harmony. We'll get into this in detail later.

What We Are

You exist as a set amount of energy. It is not possible to add or subtract from this set amount of energy. You are energy that is aware of itself. You are complete. There is no part or piece you are missing. You have not lost anything and you are not damaged in any real way. No one has taken anything from what you really are. There is nothing you must do that you are not now doing. If you know and understand this then you also know that the further outside you knowledge is sought, the further away from you it is. Look within.

How this works

You already know everything. One reason this is true is because you already are everything. You must be all that there is. All that there is must be you. This is true for all of us. I know this is a paradox. Still, each of us is infinitely interconnected with this unfolding universe and awareness, in totality (in every way) – and is this unfolding universe and awareness. To progress with the unfolding awareness that you are all that there is, you will need to trust your own knowing. Don't worry, because it's not possible to loose or break anything. That is because the process of unfolding is a pattern of rings. We experience these rings. That's what an experience IS. In the end we arrive at the beginning. Be aware. Pay attention. See the totality of the ring and it passes away. The ring becomes one with you. This means conscious fusion from unconscious fusion. The ring is now part of your awakened state and you are transformed (I will also call this your knowing state here) - unless it doesn't. Do you know what happens when it doesn't pass into your knowing? Transformation occurs anyway. Instead, the ring transforms. That will mean experiencing the ring AGAIN. I know of a critical fact in this regard. Each subsequent experience grows in intensity. There will be further exploration of this fact in detail later in this writing. This is not a good or bad fact. This is simply the nature of the universe. Your nature.

You are one. You must be unique with no second. Universes are unique. Without question every point of awareness (every individual) has a one-of-a-kind experience. This point of awareness (individual is such a cool word when you think about it... I am divided in you all) is a unique experience of perspective. What the person really is and of what you really are is of course - the Universe.

So far so good? Well here is the next idea: Transpersonal consciousness.

Each being, quite wonderfully, includes unique desires. This is part of what personal harmony is. What a clearly divine design. God experiencing God in an infinitely expanding awareness of awarenesses. The Universe is an infinite number of points and expanding. Each point is a Universe of experience. Each one is a Universe of Universes. Just a little more? Yes, somehow you are more than even this.

Being absolute means undivided. No object separation. One means no other. That is transpersonal. There is nothing of any other that is not also us. I encourage you to consider knowing this experientially.

History is a strange thing. To some people it has significance and to others it has little importance. I like to pay attention to sources of knowledge whatever they may be - with no prejudgment. Some may find knowing part of my history to be helpful, so I'm writing it for that reason.

We are not our yesterdays

Who we are is who we choose to be, as what is now unfolds through the magic of our choice into each present expression of infinite possibility. IS, AS, WAS, IS. That which truly is cannot be destroyed. That which truly is also was and forever shall be.

I chose (made the choice) to create extreme events in which I was the principal subject. Making choices in the subjective space makes you a principal subject in that experience. During this time I did this without much conscious forethought as most of us do with our choosing. I found I had a desire to achieve a conscious awareness of God - or else determine God does not exist. I really had no idea who I really am. As I developed increasingly extreme personal situations for myself I was unaware of my own guiding question. As it were, the ring I experienced grew in intensity.

When I was about sixteen I attempted suicide. I did this because I felt my life could have no possible meaning or impact in the vast scope of time (at least 12 billion years blown by already!) and that because of this there was no point in life itself let alone my own. If I had been happy I might not have had the intention.

There is no meaning

Yes, it is true that life has no meaning - with one qualification: Life has no meaning except the meaning we give it. Our creative power in this respect is absolute. This is clearly an inseparable quality of temporal reality - it's meaning is subjective. Meaning is only relevant to the individual and it is assigned by them - or not. Don't loose sight of this. Temporal reality is subjective. Any choice you make as to the meaning of any experience is subjective and relevant only to you. It is you who are making the choice and establishing the meaning. There are infinite viewpoints – that is the Universe about an experience. There are an infinitely expanding number of experiences. Again, the Universe of experiences is expanding. That's what an experience is - an expansion of your awareness. You don't have to select one point of view - that is one of your choices. A choice you have is to let the thing be whatever it is without your judgment. All points are valid (when we make them so) and all points are meaningless (whether we try to make them valid or not) - yes that is a paradox. This is the nature of knowledge of the absolute.

Life is a unified field

The Absolute is no mere point in time and not just an object without time. The Universe, reality, the absolute, is live. Life is a unified field. You are the Universe of Universes, point of points, reality of realities, and experience of experiences. All are interchangeable in any context.

One more thing about meaning. I invite you to consider the idea of purpose. I have an idea that if you have no purpose, I have no purpose. Also, that if you have no purpose, no one has a purpose. This is possible. It is also possible that purpose does exist. So, considering the idea of purpose, I ask: Does purpose exist? Does purpose exist only by my own choice and thereby represent truth only to me? Some say the purpose of life is love…

The story of yesterdays

So back to my story... At the time, I didn't think much about any meaning that could be associated with the fact that I didn't die (didn't I?). I didn't give much thought to the intention I set when I made the choice. It did set a major series of events in motion though. Results, basically. Through the course of living this life I have nearly died many times. It's an amazing experience to know you on the edge of a razor, which is the precipitous moment in which you are now going to die or continue to live. It's interesting how a near death experience like this can result in newfound appreciation of living. It is interesting to ask yourself the question: What is really important to me – really important.

Asking and receiving

Some years later I found myself experiencing rather uncomfortable results from my choices. At one particular point in time I realized I was at risk of dieing very soon if I did not change the course of my life. I think a real willingness to pursue change and take responsibility is required for progress of any type to occur. It's also called “being accountable”. In this evaluation I thought: If my desire was to continue living and add to that "in joy", then it was clear to me change was required. I was ready to take responsibility for my life. When considering the decisions I had been making up to that point I decided to ask for help.

Up to this point in my life I had plenty of access to advice from others. With rare exception I never found myself willing to listen. This usually came as a result of receiving advice I wasn't asking for. It's a very different situation when you ask. I didn't trust anyone willing to tell me anything connected to the word "should" and I still never do. To put it mildly I would tune them out. I needed a source of guidance I could trust in complete confidence.

I didn't ask others for help. At least not when it came to my understanding. I did something else. In a quiet moment, I emptied my mind and I posed a call. I turned my attention within and I asked to be shown my path. This I did in my own mind. I focused on this and I began to look for where the answer may come. I simply trusted that I would be shown. I made an agreement: I would seek, trusting and knowing I will receive what I need, and upon receiving - act.

It still seems amazing to me. As I pay attention to what is happening I find answers. When I look upon my experience I notice a series of events I was able to benefit from because I was paying attention. If I had been dwelling in doubt of receiving a needed answer, I might have missed the gift being given in that very instant.

It always gets more intense

At this time in my life I was far away from home. I was in Minnesota. It dawned on me that there was no further benefit to staying there. It was pretty far to travel - several states away to my state of origin. I had no money or transportation. It was night and the weather was cold as Minnesota can be. After standing on the highway for hours trying to get a ride I was very cold. I was too tired to walk further. I trudged up to a truck-stop. Hungry. I needed to get warm and I had no idea how I might continue because I couldn't get a ride. The few belongings I was carrying were growing very heavy. I still sometimes think of my case of audio tapes I ditched a few miles back while walking because it was just too hard to keep carrying them. They've never been replaced.

I sat down in a booth. After a short time a fellow came in. Our eyes met and we smiled at each other. In a little while I struck up a conversation with him. He ordered some eggs. I told him how I was heading home but no cars would pick me up. The conversation shifted to other subjects of little consequence. I could tell he was about to leave and he rose to his feet. Just as I was about to say goodbye he paused. Standing there he looked me over again and said, "Well, I'll give ya a ride." Wow! I was so happy. We traveled for hours. I wound up falling asleep. When I woke up it was getting daylight. I was bewildered that we had traveled such a long time and my benefactor had not yet asked me to disembark. When it was all said and done the man got me within two hours of my destination. It was around twelve hours of driving.

I thought I was returning to my home state where I could be with my family. I really felt a change of heart in myself, and I wanted to get my life together. When I was dropped off, I knew it would be nearly impossible to get another ride because there is a state prison there. Jackson Michigan.

I tried calling my Mom and after several attempts at reaching anyone who may be able to help me I called my father. He came to get me. It was not trivial. He drove across half the state to reach me. When we were finally under way I told him my intention to return to my mother's home. My father had no intention of taking me there. He stated that they did not want me there. I think I was 20 years old at the time. His saying shattered me. I wept. My anguish was so great I was feeling extreme physical pain. It was really awful. And I hated him, for saying that to me. I thought it was despicable and unkind. I really did need to make my own way though, even if it was going to be difficult. Looking at the event today I think it would have taken me much longer to get my act together if he had done what I wanted.

He gave me some money and left me in Ann Arbor.

Within days I looked up an old girlfriend. I wanted to spend the day with her. An intense series of events unfolded. It is a memory that continues to impress me. While I was with her, I was shown at my asking, an infinite pattern that I still see in my mind's eye. I was asking for understanding. I was asking to know the nature and reality of God. I was seeking direction. So I closed my eyes and thought with certainty of being answered: "show me".

I was shown. I felt movement. Then I saw all about me to an infinite horizon the shape of rings. I focused on the nearest one and again I felt movement. I didn't know what would happen next and then I passed through the outer wall of the ring. Inside the pattern of rings continued. I saw an infinite pattern I will discuss elsewhere in the writing.

I became nearly speechless. My mind was reeling. It became obvious to me that my girlfriend did not want me there any longer that evening. I was also in a precarious situation. I was not being responsible with the few financial resources I had. With difficulty I left there and made my way back to Ann Arbor.

Again, I looked up a friend. It was good to be with him and over a couple of days we did a lot of talking. It was enjoyable to relax in his company and stay a few days in his home. I was still grappling with my previous experiences, trying to sort out my thoughts. After a time one coherent word entered my awareness. Harmony.

It's interesting to think about it now. At first I really didn't notice it. Then as though it were louder the word would well up into my consciousness. Very interesting indeed. Still at the time it was only one of many thoughts I was giving some attention to.

I didn't want to wear out my welcome and I also wanted to reach someone who had been my best friend during my late teens. I arranged to spend overnight with him.

Greg and I used to play chess frequently. We played. During our first game I shared with Greg some of my experiences and thoughts I was having. I began right then to really examine this word - "Harmony". It was not a word I had really given pause to think about earlier in my life. I thought, "Okay. This word seems to be returning to the front of my thoughts over and over again. I suppose I'll give it some undivided attention here. Hm... Well what does Harmony mean? I know the meaning as Harmony in music. Is there something more than this?"

So Greg is looking at me, waiting for me to make my move. It was late at night. Saturday night live was on the TV. I remember it so clearly. The phil harmonic orchestra was the guest music talent. There was a woman there, singing. AH-AH-AH, ah-ah-ah, AH-AH-AH, ah-ah-ah. All the while, the entire orchestra, playing high-high-high, low-low-low. On and on they played. They cut to video of our globe. Fast motion scenes of life masses moving together. Signs with the words "we are one" from all over the world. Over and over. Over and over. We are one. We are one.

The sense of it crashed into my awareness. I wept openly. I experienced a flood of indescribable joy. It was like a spark in me suddenly grew to completely fill me and the entire Universe at the same time. It felt like every one of my cells was rejoicing. It was ecstasy. The thought of it all was so awesome and utterly pervasive. The key to unlock this understanding was before me. Harmony.

Harmony is all that there is. Music. All things vibrate - together. I began to try and explain myself to Greg. It was difficult as I worked to sort my thoughts. He won the game and during this time my mind changed. All of the thoughts which were vying for my attention fell silent. A quiet focus of silence took root and I began to experience a persistent tone. It was both the quietness and an active experience of sound. I will talk more about this tone and silence later in the writing.

Greg was really happy. It meant something to have won. His girlfriend wanted him to come to bed now. We wanted another game so she grudgingly went on her own. I continued to attempt to convey to Greg that within the context of Harmony I understand all things. I realize that is not a trivial statement, of course. God is all that there is. God is Harmony. All that there is - is Harmony. Yes, now I see Harmony in all I experience and in every way I experience, so in all I experience and in every way I experience it - it is God. God is all that there is... I know he was finding it difficult to accept the depth of the idea. So as we played I found myself making chess moves where I succeeded in establishing balance in the relationship of the pieces. I pointed this out, as I continued. At first Greg was unable to see what I was doing. He would make a move and upset the balance. I would re-establish it over and over. In time this cost him piece after piece until he conceded the game and acknowledged understanding what I was doing. Not how, but definitely what. After that Greg went to bed.

It was morning and I had not slept. I thought now would be a good opportunity to get to my Mom's home. Greg and his girlfriend drove me there. After arriving we talked, my mother, stepfather and I. It did not go well. I was consumed with the thoughts I was having and I really wanted to share them. They would have none of it. The following day they dropped me off in Ann Arbor again.

It was early in the day. I found a piece of paper and wrote a few things:

I plant the seed

I am the seed

This is the seed:

The word of the kingdom is Harmony

And

This is God's song:

Every now and then

Sooner or later

You're going to be

Just one

We are one

Using the little remaining money I had I made as many copies of this paper as I could. I had nowhere to stay and no idea how I would spend the evening.

It was an interesting day. I passed out my material and sang the song over and over again. When dusk came a young man approached me. He was very soft spoken. He said, "Would you like to stay at my home this evening?" Honestly I really expected something like that would happen. Nevertheless it was really amazing.

He didn't talk much and I followed him to where we purchased a small amount of food for spaghetti, some fresh bread and almond butter. His home was a small apartment. We ate dinner and I learned that he was a medical student. After we finished we went into the living room. Deliberately, he picked up the bible. After a few moments he turned to the page he was looking for and handed me the book. "Have you ever read this?" he asked. "No", I replied. I had never seen the parable before. It goes something like this:

Behold, a sower went forth to sow.

And when he sowed, some seeds fell by the wayside, and the fowls came and devoured them up.

Some fell upon the stony places, where they had not much earth. And forthwith they sprung up, because they had no deepness of earth.

And when the sun was up, they were scorched; and because they had no root, they withered away.

And some fell among the thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them.

But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some a hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold.

Upon reading this, I realized that some of the seeds I would sow would not grow. Until then, I thought that sooner or later, no matter what, the seed I sow will grow. Well I plan on examining this idea further as we get farther into this writing - suffice it to say denial of experience is a powerful but awful choice. At the time I definitely thought some of the seeds I sow will not grow. I wept. I couldn't help it. Great waves poured out of me. It seemed tragic. My new friend, kneeling next to me, stroked me to be comforting. He asked me why I was crying. I explained. I am now sure he was thinking only of those who brought forth fruit and so he was happy and pleased to be showing me the parable. I had a lot of thinking to do. I slept on the couch.

I want to say right here that putting this small passage from the bible in here doesn't mean I endorse the bible. I'm simply recounting an event in my life and I think having this here might help to convey my frame of mind and feelings. It is more accurate to say that I disagree with the bible in general and specifically in regard to any assertions about how one "should" live their life as well as judgment in general and any ideas representing separation. The bible is riddled with various examples of judgment, requirement, conditionality and other similar notions that don't actually bear out in practice. In other words, those things don't actually exist (judgment, requirement, conditionality) and it's not practical or even reasonable to attempt to live accordingly. God is unconditional love and that's the beginning and the end of it. I'll talk more about that later in the writing, but I will say one more thing here: Even superficial analysis of what these things are (again - judgment, requirement, conditionality) shows they function in separating us. They separate us from each other. They separate us from knowing ourselves as God. They separate us from our own sustainable experience of inner joy. Separation does not exist. Separation is an illusion we create by BELIEVING IN and creating judgments, requirements, conditions, expectations, etc.

Nothing is more important than my personal Harmony. It is my first focus. All things flow from my personal Harmony. When I choose my Harmony I choose my peace. Being in peace is joyful. Being in peace is really blissful. I have noticed that freedom is directly connected to Harmony. You have the freedom to choose your Harmony. This is another area we will focus on in detail later in the writing.

In mathematical terms, it is not possible to share what you do not have. Let that sink in. This is why it is singularly important that you love yourself unconditionally. Please get that. In loving yourself unconditionally, first choose your personal Harmony, your peace, your joy, your unconditional freedom. Do not judge yourself when you experience unwanted results. Instead simply do something different. Do all of this because then you CAN share unconditional love with others. It is wonderful to be this way.

Moving on

I spent a lot of time in Ann Arbor. I would characterize much of the time in those years as difficult. I did not keep a job until after meeting my wife, which was another amazing convergence.

I think I really had a lot of growing up to do. Objectively I would say the greatest source of difficulty for me was my misunderstanding about judgment. The knowledge of God's love somehow still included judgment in my thinking. In the end the two ideas do not reconcile together. But there was the elegant framework of Karma to consider. It seemed reasonable that judgment exists. Once again, the fact is that God is unconditional love. Unconditional love means a distinct lack of judgment, a lack of requirement. It means love without limit, in all conditions. It means a distinct LACK of judgment.

I went along for several years thinking that judgment exists. After noticing this thinking (and other obsolete frameworks) wasn't working for me I knew I needed to rethink things. That rethinking process took some years too. I am very thankful for my wife Charna and her patience with me during all of these years.

I'm sure you can imagine that I've had plenty of memorable learning experiences on the way to the present day. It really doesn't seem to me that it will be helpful to get into that kind of detail about my life. In fact, I don't think it's important. I think the result is important. So when it seems like my own learning experience in this process of discovery will help in understanding I will add it as I go along.

Now I'm going to get into some fairly specific thinking. Please remember the guidelines and use your own discernment.

Change is a constant

A. Change is a constant. Yes, I know that is a paradox. As I said before, this is the nature of knowledge.

1. All temporal reality is subject to change.

2. Stated another way, change comes to all things temporal - sooner or later.

B. Since A is true, that change comes to all things temporal, then it is also true that:

1. Change comes unbidden and by "default" or

2. Change comes because of what we choose, do or be. Change occurs because we create and when we create. There are definitely some important facts in regard to choice. I talk about this a few paragraphs hence.

3. There is then the transformation, which is the change itself.

It seems reasonable that the transformation experience is more likely to include the experience of pain or more intense pain in one context than the other. That is to say: It depends significantly, whether we are choosing or choosing not. Whether we are intentionally creating change or change is occurring by default.

Well this thought exercise is valuable in the interest of avoiding pain. Another value it has is in getting you to pay attention to the fact that you really are in charge of your life. You are not a victim or anything else related to change - except an agent. You are the agent of change, in your life.

Here is an analogy:

You are driving a car. This car is your life. Notice that there are plenty of people (and religions) willing to take over driving if you'd like to let them! So it happens you are traveling toward a brick wall. By the way you do have an appointment with Infinity sooner or later. At any rate, change is going to occur. Either you act - turn the wheel or make some other change - or there will be (you will experience) the default change. You will impact the wall. In the case of this default change, you would likely experience pain. It seems kind of humerous to mention this car happens to have no brakes.

There is mechanical application of this information. It's a difference in the way you think - in general. Like this:

Probability bubbles

C. Probability bubbles

1. When we make choices, or do or be, others may experience it (the creation) in subjectivity. In other words, they judge their experience (of you or what you create) using some kind of subjective framework.

2. Again, all temporal reality is subjective. That does mean every single judgment is subjective, period.

a. Anything temporal must have at least two possible points of view and any number is possible.

b. No single point of view can be correct.

c. Every point of view is just as valid as every other.

d. No point of view has any validity at all - except when we choose to give it validity. When we do that we become subjects in that temporal event/creation.

e. The thing being viewed will change sooner or later. In fact, it's constantly changing.

f. Since the thing changes sooner or later that makes all points of view invalid. (paradox is so fun!)

3. When we experience (choose to experience) the subjective, we may select a point of view, thus "popping the probability bubble" and making that point of view our reality.

4. It is just as easy to change our point of view at any moment and select another instead.

5. There is an alternative to using polarizing (subjective) frameworks in our awareness and our choosing.

a. I don't have to judge my experience of you or anything else. (Think about how much energy judging requires!)

b. I can accept my experience of you (or anything else) as "just whatever it is". I can FEEL it.

c. When I choose not to make subjective projections, I keep from being a subject in that context or framework.

6. When you make a choice, or do or be, no justification is required.

a. Your choice simply is and a result is created. (*actually a result probability bubble or cloud is created*)

b. Your choice cannot be good or bad. It can only be.

c. The result of your choice may or may not be what you intended or a result you desired. Your choice may or may not be what someone else wants, either.

d. Note that making choices without having clear intentions may result in radical and possibly unwanted results. This isn't new information, it is a clear statement.

e. If you don't get the result you want, that's fine. In fact, it's great! Now you know something new. Make a new choice.

f. It has been said that one cannot expect different results when repeating the same thing and I agree - with the following exception. Whatever you do, if you keep doing it, the results grow more and more intense or extreme.

Duality and Nonduality

Temporal physics requires dichotomy or duality. Realize non-temporal physics exists, this is the nondual.

In temporal physics, it is not possible to experience ANYTHING without the POSSIBILITY of experiencing it antithesis. That doesn't mean you must experience hot in order to experience cold, but it must at least be possible for you to do so.

On the other hand, non-temporal reality transcends and includes temporal physics. Non-temporal nondual actualities are often experienced as a paradox or mandela. For example: That which ‘not’ is or in other words, nothing which is something.

All things temporal pass away, sooner or later. Nothing is forever. Yes, that which nothing is, exists eternally. Yes, all things existing in the temporal pass into nothing sooner or later. It’s interesting to see that nothing and everything are connected in this way. Fortunately, nothing matters. Meaning, matter actually comes from nothing.

What is this world coming to? Nothing.

Without (the existence of) that which is NOT, that which IS cannot be experienced (temporally). Here is the bridge to non-temporal reality: nothing is forever. That which is NOT makes possible the context in which we experience what IS. Now saying this a bit differently: Outside that which is not, that which is cannot be experienced. This means that which is and that which is not exist in the same space.

Some Mechanics

The powerful gift of imagination allows us to project illusion (that which is NOT). As the present experience forms in our awareness, we grow an idea or thought I am calling a probability bubble. Gazing in, we may perceive the infinity of possible viewpoints - this is the infinite Universe about the experience – the subjective illusion. Is it a good or a bad creation (idea)? Is it a positive or negative result? When (if) we choose our answer, that becomes our reality and we have popped the probability bubble of that creation.

There is freedom in knowing this. There is freedom in making deliberate choice in the experience we create (inverse: in the creation we experience). There is power and freedom in stepping out of the habit of judgment. Experience does not have to be good or bad, it can just be. There is power in stepping out of the probability bubble (not stepping in), and not being a subject of (within) it. This alternative is that we simply are – experiencing.

Nothing changes

By definition, life is change. Nothing escapes this fact (the paradox is when you think of nothing as a thing). Change transforms all temporal reality yet paradoxically this fact is without change. There is nothing - that does not change.

I am aware of the convolution in the actuality of that which nothing is, but I will refrain from focusing on it further at this point, than this very statement. Suffice it to say that in paradox: Change is the active force exerted by nothing - nothing exists (as the thing which isn't) and nothing changes and yet is not changed (Infinity is all that there is and all that is not). I know, it is very convoluted - just deal with it.

Change comes, either sought or unbidden. One is often an easier transformation experience than the other as I'm sure you know now that we've been over this a bit. You may seek change or look (hunt) for change. Otherwise, change will seek you. It is inexorable universal law (in temporal physics). There is much more power in the pursuit of change, than in the de facto experience of it. Do you happen to the Universe or does the Universe happen to you?

We create. This occurs when we choose, even when we choose to just BE. It's an action (a most powerful one) and that means energy moves because whatever we do (or not do) it always gets more intense. Interestingly, our creation can be a probability bubble another may experience. Notice the infinite viewpoints they may choose - or not. Understand the subjective nature of this relationship (of others) to the creation (the choice you made or what you are doing or being). Know what your truth of your creation is. Whatever others may choose to experience when they encounter your creations, is subjective. It is - subject to change. It is - a point of view existing in temporal reality, and therefore can be no more real than the people make it real for themselves. It may be that you attributed no particular intention. You may simply be. You are simply being.

At the end of the day

At the end of the day, all temporal reality is real, existing as fluid change. Subjective views are illusion. What is real? What truth can there be? That which is real is your truth to your self. It is all that matters now, and it is all that has ever mattered.

It is said that what is real cannot be destroyed. Can that which is not, be destroyed? The eternal is. Infinity exists. Life - a unified field. Pattern - ever changing yet always - pattern. Understanding and awareness of such actualities in combination with understanding and awareness of their application (use as a tool) is knowledge. Know what you are doing.

Pragmatism

Have a practical approach to problems and affairs. The meaning of any concept is to be sought in its practical bearings. The function or purpose of thought is to guide action. Truth is preeminently to be tested by the practical results of its application. This means a shovel is a shovel only if I can really dig with it.

It is written that Jesus said, "I am the truth, the life, and the way." I say, "Yes, all of us are."

Now let's think about things that are not temporary. Eternal things.

We said that change is a constant. Not temporary. Some things exist and their existence does not change. Existence does not change. There are things that are not subject to change. There are things, which are paradoxes.

Must there be that which is nothing, for there to be that which is? There is that which nothing is.

Pattern exists. Pattern is pattern. A pattern may be subject to change. This does not and will not effect the fact that pattern (itself) continues to exist and cannot be destroyed.

It has been said: That which is real cannot be destroyed. Anything that destroys also creates. Any act of destruction is also an act of creation. I love paradox. What is the reality of creation and destruction? There can only be all that exists. All that exists cannot be more than all that there is. Nothing (our favorite thought in paradox) is created and destroyed. It is changed and unchanged.

Life exists. Life is pattern. Life is change. Always changing, life still is, and is not destroyed.

Infinity exists. Infinity is pattern. Infinity is singularity. This is a paradox. Infinity is one. The infinity of points exists as one point.

Singularity exists. Ultimately, there can be only one place. For a place to exist, it must exist within a larger place. This is an infinite pattern. This does not change because of scale or scope. Your cells are made of atoms. An atom is a place. A cell is a place. Your body is made of cells. Your body is a place. Your body is on your planet. A planet is a place. Your planet is in your solar system. A solar system is a place. Your solar system is in your galaxy and galaxy cluster and your Universe. For your planet to exist, it must exist in a solar system, and the rest is true as scale grows. For your Universe to exist it must be in something. Your Universe exists in a Universe of Universes.

Is there only one Universe of Universes? Is there only one cell of atoms that makes your body? Is there only one body of cells?

Each place is a Universe. Ah? There is the infinity in diversity. Diversity is a pattern. There is diversity in infinite permutations of the ultimate pattern - life.

What is this form? I grow. Always, I grow. Yet, am I not the same? I am - all that I am.

I think awareness is an inseparable part of existence. Thinking exists. Thinking is existing. Awareness exists. Being aware is existing. Experience exists. Consciousness is being, either thinking or simply being aware.

I think choice is an inseparable part of being conscious. This is the paradox of choice. Choice is required. To live and be aware you must also be choosing. You have to choose and do not have the option of no choice. So in all cases, being conscious means choosing in the unfolding moment of the present - even choosing to just be.

Is it possible to not be?

All things temporal move and vibrate. It is one way they change. Must there be that which is unmoved for there to be that which moves?

It is so important to understand the nature of context itself. You see, without the minimum requirement of a potential opposite (opposite used loosely here) point of view, there is no context in which to experience any point at all.

For experience to be (for experience to exist or occur), context is required. You are not the context itself. The context is a dynamic projection of multiple views - a probability bubble. You (or another) project the views. This is done, so that you may experience that which is without context - who you really are.

What exists without context? Consciousness (the aware being) exists without context. This means that without regard to anything subjective, consciousness is. What is real exists without context. It is what we be. The experience of what we be, is accomplished in diverse permutations, by our act of projecting what we are into a context. We create a context to experience who and what we really are - and so, we make a probability bubble. When we are not experiencing ourselves this way, we are simply being ourselves.

What are we without context? We are one.

Distance is subjective. Given sufficient speed, all there is exists as one point. There is no time in this unified field called life. We are one.

My judgments are subject to change but not my unconditional love. So now a poem of sorts:

And there can be nothing wrong or right, except in the illusion you are choosing to create.

Even as there can be nothing good or bad in your creation.

There is instead the variance and rainbow of viewpoints to experience, if you choose.

This choice is yours. It is your will. Decide with intent and choose the experience of peace, joy, unconditional love and unconditional freedom.

There can only be all that there is.

And you know who you really are, when you choose not to choose the illusion.

Know illusion, and know the subjective. Know the subjective and understand limitation.

You know Infinity is all that there is. You can only experience Infinity, in any way (every way) you choose.

And when you choose not to choose the illusion, you can only BE Infinity.

What you choose or do or be - is innocent. Each of us is.

When it (choosing) is kept (when it is done) in the space of unconditional love, unconditional freedom and joy - and without respect to anything else, we experience who you really are.

Innocent choice is when you create (or choose) what you really want in (from) unconditional love, unconditional freedom and joy. This is only about you.

There is no need to judge it or be judged by it. Your creation (choice) is simply an expression of who you really are - unconditional love, unconditional freedom and joy. All of this also applies when we experience others and what they create.

Even when we create, choose or be - when we are not maintaining our awareness of unconditional love, unconditional freedom and joy, there is no need to judge it or be judged by it. Of course results of such creations may seem undesirable.

And what is the difference when we do things or make choices outside of that space? The mechanics are exactly the same. However, because our intent is not expressed from our unconditional love and joy, we may get undesirable results. Another way of saying it is that our expression has been made without our maintaining our awareness of unconditional love. The result is a creation of something other than unconditional love.

This happens because we are not paying attention to our state of being when we make the creation (or choose or be). This is usually followed by our judgment of the result and/or ourselves. The judgment is pointless of course. At the time it (judgment) serves to draw us into the subjective and works as something that separates us from knowing our joy, our peace and our unconditional love of our selves.

The result simply is what it is. It is not the bad thing that we now are because of our choice. Again, when there is an undesired result, choose differently.

Most people carry or hold on to the judgments of others and judgments of themselves that they have made. This is not unconditional freedom. A judgment cannot be who you really are. A judgment can only be a point of view, nothing more. At the end of the day, judgment is illusion. This is true as you relate to other persons as well.

As you relate to experience, be responsible for your feelings. Remember, when you choose a feeling you use a subjective framework in response to some stimulus. The tendency is to consider the feeling/response an event caused by the stimulus, which it isn't. At that point it's caused by your willingness to judge the stimulus. You are stepping into the subjective when you judge or select a point of view. This is just fine, when you do so with purpose. This is fine when you do so and entirely own responsibility for what you have chosen to feel. This is fine when you do so with unconditional freedom and unconditional love. Most don't do it this way.

On the other hand, you may simply be. You can be, joyfully, without respect to subjective stimuli.

What role do others play? We've all heard or even said: "You made me feel - something." It is not possible for another to MAKE you feel any particular thing whatsoever. They don't possess that power. Only you have that power.

I ask you: Will you act, because of how others feel, or moreover because of how you THINK others feel? Will you instead act to choose your own Harmony? I know some of us choose to make what they think are the feelings of others a priority over their very own. I make a different choice. When I choose my Harmony the concern of others is secondary. Am I living my life or am I living their life? Am I living my life for me or am I living my life for them? I am responsible for my life. There are those who will like you to believe they take responsibility for your life. They will definitely control it if you allow it. It cannot be any power they actually possess, however.

I live my life with the expressed purpose of experiencing and sharing as much unconditional love and joy as possible. When I choose to make others part of my experience it is joyful. This is true not because I thought it was what the other wanted me to do, but because the other knows it is what I am choosing to do with my unconditional freedom. Share precious time with them.

Focus on what you know is real. You are unconditional love. You are unconditionally free. Love your self unconditionally before all else. Being unconditionally free, seek the experience of and growing awareness of unconditional love and joy. In this way, know your self and grow in knowing your self more and more. Then - oh yes, then - share this with others.

Six words

I have formed a master intention. This is, in other words, a goal. Here it is, in six little words:

Unconditional love, of everyone, for everyone

To me it seems ultimate; though I know new horizons will present themselves when our collective grows closer to this goal. For now, this brings clarity and purpose. What goal can compare to this one? None, I think. What else are we to do here? Nothing can mean more. I think it is an excellent measure for personal relationships, families, groups, communities, and all of life. How can this be achieved? Love your self, unconditionally. Choose first to dwell in your own peace and inner joy. Choose first to create and maintain your own personal Harmony. Then share. These things have no limits. The more you share the more you have to share. It is wonderful to be this way.

In the scope of this focalized goal things really make sense to me, regardless of context. I love the paradox, focalized yet encompassing all. I hope you find my sharing it with you to be beneficial.

Remember: Attachments are not expressions of love. Attachments by definition describe a mechanism of separation. In basic terms an attachment says, "If the condition is not met then I do not have my inner joy".

Love, by definition, is freedom. Unconditional freedom.

Attachment and love are not compatible. One cannot be unconditionally free and attached simultaneously.

May love be your guide, forever.

Written by Clear Walker, over the course of some twenty years.

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