One of the nice things about writing for this is that no one reads it & I don't have to write anything if I don't feel like it. But I have no money & it would be great if I had actual church members who gave enough for me to afford simple things,like getting laid. Boy (or girl),would I crank out the tripe then!
Religion is crazy. To truly believe,one must suspend rational thought & intelligence. I've never been catholic (I was a lutheran for a while-a kind of sissy catholic) but I've taken communion from priests while I was in prison. It is ritual cannabalism & I truly believed (and still do) that the priest had the power to change matter & that I was digesting the body & blood of Christ. Although I am now a zen buddhist,no one can tell me that I wasn't munching on Christ.
I believe in 3 other trinities-kharma,dharma & reincarnation. Why? I suppose it was to stop me from going truly insane & giving in to hatred. Hatred can be a wonderful drug & it gives focus & purpose. I understand why one becomes a "terrorist" & would give their life to help destroy "enemies".
One of the first things I learned in my studies is that I was/am insane-that we all are & that it isn't easy to become well. I had to become a terrorist against me-my ego,my thoughts-I had to destroy myself & was only successful when I stopped taking it all (especially me) seriously. I don't have any answers for anyone or anything but I know this. Relax,enjoy the show. It's all over too soon & even the bad scenes are a gas,gas,gas.
Religion is crazy. To truly believe,one must suspend rational thought & intelligence. I've never been catholic (I was a lutheran for a while-a kind of sissy catholic) but I've taken communion from priests while I was in prison. It is ritual cannabalism & I truly believed (and still do) that the priest had the power to change matter & that I was digesting the body & blood of Christ. Although I am now a zen buddhist,no one can tell me that I wasn't munching on Christ.
I believe in 3 other trinities-kharma,dharma & reincarnation. Why? I suppose it was to stop me from going truly insane & giving in to hatred. Hatred can be a wonderful drug & it gives focus & purpose. I understand why one becomes a "terrorist" & would give their life to help destroy "enemies".
One of the first things I learned in my studies is that I was/am insane-that we all are & that it isn't easy to become well. I had to become a terrorist against me-my ego,my thoughts-I had to destroy myself & was only successful when I stopped taking it all (especially me) seriously. I don't have any answers for anyone or anything but I know this. Relax,enjoy the show. It's all over too soon & even the bad scenes are a gas,gas,gas.
