I've had kitties all my life.. literally... and never once did one of them touch my soul the way my Diva Aneesa did. She came into this harsh cold world some time in August, 2000 ...we brought her into our world and our home in October of that same year. She was just a wee little "lady" with her stitches still in her little tummy. Husband person said she couldn't get on the furniture or the bed.. and he didn't like her, he said. That lasted all of a couple or three hours. LOL
A couple months after we brought her home, I had emergency surgery and the little Diva... Nurse Aneesa.. stood close watch over her "human momma" forever after. She was always my "little nurse" ...no matter what I suffered.
A couple of months ago, she stopped eating... stopped voiding.. stopped being a Diva. We took her to the vet, of course, but he didn't find anything conclusive... and he still drained my husband person, financially. She was on so many meds, I lost count. I had to force feed her several times a day... syringe pedialyte and water into her... and sing and cajol and beg and plead with her to allow this terrible, undignified treatment. I became Nurse Aminah to my own Diva Aneesa.
On December 7th, I found my baby girl in my closet. She was such a Diva.. to the very end.. she hated for me to see her so unkempt and feeling so ill. She left without saying goodbye to us, but it was her way. She will always be my Diva Aneesa.
Now, she's here with me in spirit everyday... I hear her "talking" or romping through the hallway ...I feel her presence in "her spot" on our bed. One of my pets has even learned to mimic her "sickness" sounds.. ironically, it's my gluttonous goldfish.. Miss Dorothy. Husband person laid her body just under her Pink Camelia, in our front yard... and I left the furry spot on the back of the love seat and the curtains, where she always sat and watched her birdies in that bush.
"I miss you, baby girl. There's more birdies than ever, these days!"
A couple months after we brought her home, I had emergency surgery and the little Diva... Nurse Aneesa.. stood close watch over her "human momma" forever after. She was always my "little nurse" ...no matter what I suffered.
A couple of months ago, she stopped eating... stopped voiding.. stopped being a Diva. We took her to the vet, of course, but he didn't find anything conclusive... and he still drained my husband person, financially. She was on so many meds, I lost count. I had to force feed her several times a day... syringe pedialyte and water into her... and sing and cajol and beg and plead with her to allow this terrible, undignified treatment. I became Nurse Aminah to my own Diva Aneesa.
On December 7th, I found my baby girl in my closet. She was such a Diva.. to the very end.. she hated for me to see her so unkempt and feeling so ill. She left without saying goodbye to us, but it was her way. She will always be my Diva Aneesa.
Now, she's here with me in spirit everyday... I hear her "talking" or romping through the hallway ...I feel her presence in "her spot" on our bed. One of my pets has even learned to mimic her "sickness" sounds.. ironically, it's my gluttonous goldfish.. Miss Dorothy. Husband person laid her body just under her Pink Camelia, in our front yard... and I left the furry spot on the back of the love seat and the curtains, where she always sat and watched her birdies in that bush.
"I miss you, baby girl. There's more birdies than ever, these days!"
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Re: Aneesa is gone...
12/27((((((Aminah))))))
I send you my deepest condolences.
I know it feels like you've lost a part of you but,...
I'm sure Aneesa is still watching & protecting you from Kitty Heaven.
In light & love,
Blessed be!
Hugz
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Re: Aneesa is gone...
12/28You never know when you are going to lose them so you have to love them while you can.
Humans are prone to thinking we have far more time than we do when in reality anything can end in an instant. That's why we waste so much time on meaningless garbage while the important stuff falls through the cracks.
It's also a shame the vet didn't seem to have the skills to find out what was wrong.
Did you check to make sure you were not feeding her any of the food that had been on the recall list? What you describe sounds very similar to some of the symptoms of organ failure. -
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Re: Aneesa is gone...
12/28(((((Aminah)))))
So sorry for your loss. May she always be in your heart.
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Re: Aneesa is gone...
12/29oh Aminah I'm so sorry you lost your baby Aneesa.. She's happy and free of pain now..
Jax is keeping an eye on her.. probably asking if she brought treats with her.
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Re: Aneesa is gone...
12/31Thanks for the condolences ...Allie.. Cher... Kashmir and Leisa. They are much appreciated.
The passing days seem to help me stop fumbling the bed at night, looking for her ...and I hardly get up or go on a search when I hear a random "mew" or kitty sound, now.
Leisa, I did not know Jax was gone. I am so very sorry and I hope he went peacefully and pain free. I'm sure Miss Aneesa Diva arrived with her furrpants' pockets chock full of Bonito Flakes and Crunchies... enough to share with Jax and a few other handsome big guys. :o) -
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01/01Aminah - thanks... Jax developed diabetes back in February and I had to put him down after 5 hospitalizations.. It broke my heart but I knew I had to do the right thing.
About a month later.. I adopted Abby and she's been my angel (and devil) kitty... I couldn't stand the empty house anymore.
I hope your heart heals soon...
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