A couple years ago when my bro had his aortic valve replaced he got some Oxy. I can't remember if they were 5 or 10mg or stronger. I think they were 10s. So a friend gave me a 20mg yesterday and I dont want to take the whole thing. But because of horrific experiences in the past I'm leary of cutting it in half because a friend told me if they are time release when you cut them in half it goes into your system faster and this is why so many college kids ( and people in general ) have been overdosing on oxy and it's become a huge problem. So I dont want to do the full 20. Do you think it's safe to just cut it in half with a pill splitter and not worry about it? I have alot of anxiety about it since I od'd last december 21st on 200mg of morphine. Last night I did a 10mg Norco and drank two 40s and was okay. I was a little nervous though for a bit.

PS - A can appreciate those that will say "Just don't do it." "Youre can hurt yourself again." Etc...... But I'm a longtime junkie. I dont do things very often anymore. But occasionally I just have to go there again for whatever reasons. I wish I could get pure opium to smoke. Derivitives are exactly that. Derivitives. The source is the best. It's all about convenience and availability I guess. : (

So my thinking is that I'll cut it in half and do it tommorrow night or saturday and just hope for the best. Kind of bleek. I wish I could be certain about if doses are going to be lethal or nonlethal.

www.youtube.com/watch - Marilyn Manson - I Don't Like The Drugs (But The Drugs Like Me)

PS2 - And yes I'm well aware many people would scoff at 20mg Oxy but I assume most of them arent heart patients. I guess I'm truly a mechanical animal with a metal heart.