WHAT R U THINKING RIGHT ABOUT NOW!?

Running dogs Where????? I am neighbors with some I ditarod Mushers, living in alaska and want to run my hybred wolves, they are very sweet. We got snow for 3 days now and You???

LOVE IT!!!! HEARD IT BEFORE THATS GREAT LETS KEEP IT GOING!!!!

HE OR SHE ?

Just got out of the meeting....it's official, 10 people that are out of a job. Me not one of them but the offer still stands, and I'm expected to go that route now. Guess I'll go for it, I don't think I have a choice. I'll be my own boss soon!!!!

I'm wondering if the woman on the other side of this partition can keep her mouth shut for 5 minutes. I have such mixed feelings about her... good-hearted trash, has to rehash every conversaton she just had, I MUST put on headphones and music so I can think of something else! I wish I had some ABBA here. ABBA would make me feel more positive.

Now I'm thinking ... how do I get someone to buy my Playstation 3 ... and my video production services.

Im thinking Im so freakin tired but I cant go to sleep..thank goodness Im off tomorrow.

I am thinking about the funny unromantic gift i got from My Man :Sit down folks my Yule time gift was 6 small bottles of flavored Lube. i gave him a book called LOVE!!!!! nothing about Sex in this book.We bothed laughed and just laughed some more!!! I also got two pairs of socks. He is soo romantic. Warm feet ,warmed up love Turn up the heat on it soon

I hope you stick with the second thought, Dave

LOL OH DAMN THEN NEVER MIND THEN I GOT WAY TOO MUCH TO DO IN THIS LIFETIME. LOL

i'm thinking about the convo i had with my mate this afternoon and how it has affected me and more change comes today and how much i really adore and admire him. the convo triggered games i played by myself as a child and using visualization i materialized the life I have now. My preceptions of the type of family i wanted (living in a house full of individualism, "victims") my promises to myself ,my imaginary friends and i said i was going to be when i got older. it was so many things i'd ask for and growing up along the way picking up certain learned behavior to survive or being told from society that when u turn this age life has to stop, the pain we had to carry for our parents and trying to figure how do to give it back to them, many realizations and discoveries i've learned about myself or learning that some shit is just way to much mental stress i've created, learning about the beds i've made and being too damn serious at times, then having a child and seeing my reflection, rushing to not repeat the same cycles with him I didn't overstand where most of mine were coming from, and later realizing that it takes me to remove the root of the problem so the ripple effect will allow the ability to move mountains with not much struggle man the list goes on and on. I think about the responsiblities i had as a child and looking at other children that were able to at least define some of their childhood and i started out as a mother before i knew anything about what a dick and pussy were suppose to do lol. With all of this i wish i knew what being a child was like so therefore we as "adults" have a tendency to act out in our adult years. Coming to an overstanding going back to where it all started and working my way up to this point in this life I can see where the puzzle pieces fit and then come to accept alot about my past and present situation without the need for too much resistance. (internal war when shown a truth about u and u aren't ready to see it). How much self deciving i was doing and something alot of us do and don't know that we r even doing it but imagine being called out on it. lol But i'm moving forward and doing the neccessary work and i'm at the right place at the right time (universe time) gettin the right food for thought I need to take with me on my journey to internal balance.
THAT WAS WHAT IS ON MY MIND TODAY AND HAS BEEN THIS WHOLE YEAR ALL ABOUT BEING OF WHICH I AM. PEA