I am not saying the swine in any sense of negativity. I am also not saying it with judgement. I am just using a metaphor. I also did say that the swines would ignore the pearls by going about their business when I said they don't know what to do with the pearls. I don't have a higher or a lower self. To me it's all the self. And believe me, I enjoy a *lot* of mud play to the point of being an outcast to most.

However, it's just in my personal experience that when I share intimate spiritual experiences and transformations it tends to demean them. Not by the others who I tell it to, but from the simple act of sharing it. I am not saying I never do. But I also don't go around talking about what I do in bed with my sexual partners because it's intimate. It's even hundreds of times more intimate when I meditate and become absorbed within. It just does not feel right to share things that intimate with anyone. I am not saying it's right or wrong, it's just wrong for me. I generally find that my self knows what is best for it.

I just maybe used the wrong metaphors and words in my last post.