I'm sorry to hear that. I can't help to ponder what would a dating site like that look like? It almost seems like it would be a tantric swingers club, but with real authenticity to uphold sacred sexuality idiology.

Not to boast, my issues with attracting a suitable female partner in my life, often intimidate me. Well, I think like attracks more than opposites attract. Seeing reflections in the people that cross my path in life are very challenging ones to take in and I often refuse the advances, funny many refuse the advances coming from me. A two-way street. Self doubt plays a part, but perhap on a deeper note, fear of intimacy, the potential fear of abandonment.

I don't know about anybody else but, I hate it that a potential mate always seems to appear in my life when I'm not looking for it. And often times, I'm in a self absorbed state and not aware of the body language of a prospecting mate. Why can't it happen when i want it to happen? and it never fucking does. Maybe my intent gives off an impression of trying too hard or perhaps even an aura of sexual impotence/shame, lack of trust in self.

Well, i was in resturant today and only me and this other gal were there. We sat fairly close to each other. I heard her speak , so i was curious and looked her way. It occured to me that she was talking to herself, she wasn't giving me eye contact.I gave her another glance when she did it again. She got up to pay her tab a minute prior to me doing the same. As I approached the cashier, the woman turned and gave me eye contact, I said nothing. When I finished with the cashier, I turned around and she was gone. Too bad I didn't seize the opportunity to make contact when the situation occurred. Shucks ! And i complain I can't meet someone.