LOL, I just found it in one of my EH posts.

This is the quote:

"Fear

A: Yesterday in the meeting you said something remarkable: fear causes resistance to non-existence. That seems to be a pointer. Fear as the driving force, a creating movement in what is, it is creating what is, while commonly fear is seen as something negative. You turned it around.

S: We can feel that the consequences of fear: the holding on, the clinging, the going back, the referencing, is caused by a reaction to the vitality of this moment. What we call fear is the interpretation of that energetic movement. That is interpreted by the mind as annihilation. But if that interpretation is abandoned, then fear is just energy. The same energy that is flowing through life, non-dual. The goddess dies in that. Only the mind sees the goddess as a goddesS: as fear, as Kali. The form of energy and the interpretation of that is energy and is what it is! "

www.doingnothing.com/talks_19.php

This is the part that really rang true for me:

"What we call fear is the interpretation of that energetic movement. That is interpreted by the mind as annihilation. But if that interpretation is abandoned, then fear is just energy."

There are so many areas in my life where I run into resistance/fear/energy and it's as if I reach the edge of what I know and I don't know how to respond to it, so I pull away. I do this in painting, writing, relationships, etc.