I'm 51, look 41 or younger, 6'7" 240. I'm an alpha male, in the personal security field, and an ex jock.

I have fantasized about femdom and look at pix on the net all the time.

I was never spanked as a child, and have always wondered what it would be like. I have always been big and haven't had many people, male or female who wanted to test me.

I really want to experience being not in control, can you please help me?

I'm in Los Angeles.

Thank you for your time and consideration.