it amazes me

topic posted Sat, September 22, 2007 - 10:24 PM by  Micah
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how easily and frequently I can have a good day turn bad or vice versa. How I can be feeling wonderful and then one small thing or a few small things can make me feel down for sometime. This of course doesn't have much to do with ftm/trans stuff, just life. =)
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Micah
SF Bay Area
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  • Re: it amazes me

    Mon, September 24, 2007 - 10:01 PM
    Sorry to hear that Micah, hope those little things work out. I hear you ... I am going through unexpected shit myself. My best friend of 6 years just ended our friendship and kicked me out of the house for no good reason and I picked up and moved the next day. that was friday he thew me away and sat. I moved and here I sit in a new city wondering what the fuck just happened and what the hell is wrong with him.....make NO sence AT ALL ......Im feeling very lost. .............................................
    • Re: it amazes me

      Tue, September 25, 2007 - 12:40 AM
      that doesn't sound like fun, topdog. Feeling lost is how I've felt on and off this last year post college, but I am getting better at navigating myself and the world around me with each passing year.

      It sucks that sometimes what it takes is time and patience for things to sort themselves out and hope, and at times I have little of all three of those things.

      my things aren't huge -- at least I have a place to live that I enjoy. But no job -- but a fair amount of job qualifications and support from amazing trans-friendly services here in the city. at least I am transitioning. At least I have my kink community. All of that is a lot, actually and I am grateful. Today one of my friends took me out for dinner, cause I am broke and she is nice. Then we played with tiny kittens at another friend's house, which made me forget all my troubles.

      so ... distraction is good to sort out your thoughts it seems... I really hope you work it all out bro... and your friend -- I hope you get an explanation. He owes it to you.

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