Here's a recap of what I consider one of the most emotionally powerful dreams of my life - this is just how it played out. I'm wondering if others have experienced the same kind of thing?

*I dreamed that my grandmother suddenly was dying, with no forewarning, and then she did die. I loved her so much, more than anyone in my family, so this was agony to me and I woke up thrashing, crying in grief and pain. Then I realized oh, it was just a dream!!!! Oh, thank goodness, she's not dead!!!! I felt such relief and pictured her in my mind and heart and felt such love for her and gratitude at her presence, and I fell back down on the bed. And then I remembered. In reality, she died many years ago, suddenly and with no warning. And I felt so f**ked with, my heart broke again, and back to the grief and crying. To have her die like that, not just once but twice, three times ---- there are dreams that really mess with your mind and heart."