I cant read the cards but need help

Write it down, set it aside for a little bit and then come back to it.

If you feel ok with it, you can also share it with this tribe and compare your impressions with what you got. The diversity of opinions is always quite remarkable - and you only have to take what you need and leave the rest.

Ruth - I don't know if this subject is still important to you or not, but I thought I'd try a horary astrology reading for the time you first posted this question. If any of this doesn't make sense, just let me know...

Anywho, in horary, a question is answered using an astrology chart of all the planets in 12 signs of the zodiac and is based on the time/date/place of your question and the Moon plays a big part in answering the question (how it aspects other planets - good or bad).

You are signified by the planet that is naturally ruled by the Ascendant, or rising sign. In this case the Ascendant is in the sign of Cancer, so you are signified by the Moon. Normally the Moon is a co-signifier for the person asking the question, but for you it is the main significator. Your boyfriend is signified by the planet ruled by the sign that is on the cusp of 7th house - which is Capricorn, therefore he is signified by Saturn.

You (the Moon) are in the sign of Libra, which is appropriate for a love question (Libra is associated w/ matters of the heart). With an Ascendant in Cancer, you are likely a bit emotional/sensitive in regards to this matter, and you are also very intuitive about the feelings/emotions of your partner, so you may already know the answers to your questions but do not want to face them. Your co-significator is Mars, because it is placed in the 1st house (house of self). Mars is in its fall in Cancer, which means the energy of this planet is weakened, and it is also detrimented by your Moon in Libra (Libra is detrimental to Mars). Mars represents your physical self, while the Moon represents your heart/mind. This shows that you are very unhappy in your current situation, and possibly even angry and hyper-emotional.

Your boyfriend is signified by Saturn in Virgo. When a partner is signified by Saturn, he often takes on the characteristics of this planet (and may even have some Capricorn in his native chart), which means he is very career-driven, steady, loyal and can be hard to read in regards to his feelings. The fact that Saturn is in Virgo can also mean he can be hyper-critical of others. You and he are not aspecting one another, which can be viewed as unfavorable. However, his Saturn is exalted in Libra, the sign of your main planetary significator. This means he does have great love for you. Yet, your co-significator of Mars in Cancer is detrimental to his Saturn. This may mean that he is not very physically attracted to you, whether he would admit it or not. Although he has great love for you, your relationship may be missing some spark. When someone has the characteristics of Saturn, they often stay in relationships for a long time, wether the relationship is good or not. They have a hard time moving on.

Yet Jupiter, the planet of luck, is very favorably placed in the 7th house of marriage/partnership. Though, it is in its fall in Capricorn, which lessens the effect and the quality of this relationship. However, your boyfriend’s planet is dignified by Capricorn, and this suggests that he will one day commit to you and possibly marry you, though I am not sure that he is the best match for you.

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