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I sang my Equinoctial invocation to the Sun
from the top of a mountain (Angel's Camp, CA)
after i had snaked my way with lysergic grace and attention
to the top of a tree...
I sang the Gayatri Mantra and the Priests adoration from the Gnostic Mass
while feeling more intimacy with the tree than i think i could have handled
with another human at that moment...
Simian Rapture!
Anamnesis...to recall the full-body erogenous perfection
of hanging at all angles from a sympathetic tree..
there are muscle systems that allow you to move your body in spirals upward
around a tree trunk...
these got edited out of our awareness during our domestication.
To regain this form of motion within my body
is to trigger this form of motion within my mind
...
as it was Equinox, that night i balanced out my Solar invocations
with Lunar libations
"O Mother of the Stars
Smooth out our Flow"

...the results of this have been a number of creative collaborations
and a renovation of my ritual process allowing me
to work with more of the other shiny beings around me...

Although i retain my indiosyncratic and private ritual language for my own workings
i am opening to forms that are less alienating so that i may enter the embrace
of Group Shakti more frequently...and with a wider variety of other people.
This is not out of a desire for mediocrity
but out of an appetite to taste the many new and exquisite nectars
that Cosmos is manifesting through my friends and new lovers.

That sounds excellent!

I've always been concerned about banishing myself, because if its "this is pure, that isnt" dualism.
Learning to accept our humanity, in the sense of our native naturalness in all our aspects, has always seemed to me to be basic.

If I'm good (basic premise), then anything I feel is good, must be good!!!!

Evil does exist, but its an anomaly.


So did you read my english kaballah stuff? What do you think?