Ahhh...I had to read your post a few times before getting it all. Mmmm. I think I understand your frustration. I have similar conversations on different occasions about this. I have met many "spiritually evolved" folks, but they are still "human." JUst as there are Egocentric "common folk"(those who haven't connected with the divine yet), there are egocenntric spiritual seekers. Neither are healthy. For one to assume they "know it all" is ignorant. A person who seeks true spiritual awareness knows there is no such thing as perfect. Those seeking perfection are not truly living their truth. i one time heard this saying that religion is believing in hell, spirituality is living it. I feel like for me just as much as i had good times, i have some shitty times too. I never aim to be perfect because it is irrelevant to my existence. tHere was a time when I use to worship those I felt were "spiritually evolved." then they would do something cruel and out of character and their moral standing and it would dishearten me. The bottom line is they are FREAKIN human. I think when some people reach their awareness they true to avoid their darkness because they are blinded by their bliss that they so eagerly worked hard to achieve. I know I have pain and joy(no pun intended). I know I can sometimes judge, say bad things, and think evil thoughts. Do I want to be like that NO of course not. Do I deny that I do those things NO of course not. I too am very leary of those that label themselves"healers" or "spiritual beings." I am just me.Yes I know I have healing qualities, but so does everyone they just have connected with it yet. I wish there was other words to describe the devine and true bliss you feel when you let go and just be. I have encountered on many times people who are intimidated by me because i choose to live a life of happiness and purity. I have been put on a pedalstool in their mind so when i fall I am condemned because they looked up to me. What they failed to see is that I'm human. It is not my problem if they hype my lifetstyle up so much that they become mordified if I express myself in an angry manner or eat sugar on occasions. They just do not understand that "spiritual awareness is accepting your weaknesses and knowing that pain is equally just as important as happiness. Yes you will encounter those spiritual hippy dippys,but I just let them be in their minds what they believe they are. In the end all that matters is my well-being and that in the end will hopefully make one little micro-cosmic difference on mankind.