I was a lifestyle domme for over five years. Nothing gave me greater pleasure than to see men humbled, humiliated and degraded by my strength, intellect and natural superiority. I don't need to dominate white men to feel superior; I AM inherently superior in every cell of my body. With that, I have also never had a desire to be a pro domme because I refuse to put a price tag on my being. My particular style of domination was psychological, not financial, so it's never really been something that has held great interest for me. I’ve never wanted a sub to feel as if I own him anything because he’s given me a tribute or paid for me.

All too often, a sub will approach me, beg to give me tributes, to deprive himself so that I may live lavishly, to pay reparations, whatever the case may be. If I say, "Sure, I don't care, give me a tribute," inevitably he will either disappear, never to be heard from again, or they will "dangle" the promise of money over my head while they try to manipulate me to cyber dominate them. I use the word dangle lightly because I've never asked for the money so it's not as if they are depriving me of anything. I've come to the opinion that the fetish of money slavery is not really about giving tributes, sacrificing or being used, I believe that money slaves get off on the idea of stringing women along, promising them money and then withholding it. I strongly believe that the sexual thrill in the vast majority of so-called money slaves is rooted in the misogyny of this patriarchal and capitalistic society whereby men use their "power", in this case money, over women to regain the control they don't have with their inferior penises. I think men sit at home and promise money and tributes to women and they are really jerking off over the knowledge that these women are planning on paying bills, child care, or even just getting that pedicure to make themselves feel special and waiting on money that will never come.

There are, however, a few who are genuine money slaves. White men equate money with power. For far too many of them, they need to give money, to be blackmailed in order to know true submission. They need to feel as if their livelihood and welfare is being controlled by someone else. I think for a very select and rare few, they do get off on being held by the balls financially. It relieves them of the guilt of being white. They can breathe a sigh of relief knowing that someone is extorting money from them that they’ve earned unjustly because of their white privilege. The sexual thrill for them is in giving up what they believe to be the most powerful thing. They don’t have big dicks so they can’t hold on to the fantasy that they have sexual power, they aren’t power brokers in corporate America so they can’t hold on to the idea that they have power in society. The only “power” that they really have is whatever money they have. They want to be blackmailed so they can pretend they have no power over the situation but they actively seek out situations where they can give money to dommes in order to feel worthless. Then they can blame the woman by calling her a bitch and saying that they were manipulated when they sit at home and jerk off thinking about how much power a woman has over them.