After years of not being aware of habits/ways of being how can you turn it around. What if you have made some pretty bad choices because you were going around not thinking about your actions? I would imagine it came from our past and just making inauthentic choices now. Going along with how other people would handle it and not my inner truth. How can you feel love and your heart again? Is it too late to change? How does one find the drive to change after wasting so many years avoiding and procrastinating? Ideas welcome.....