My life has been so blocked now that I do not know where to start writing. I am very glad to come across cord cutting on this portal for I have zero knowledge on spiritual stuff, though I have been living with a partner who is doing spiritual work.

I have been a free thinker all these years till I met my partner who is doing spiritual work like reiki and angel card readings. Things has been going bad for I do not what is it about her that I feel so insecure and untrusting. I just feel that she is so secretive about her every movements. I just cannot trust her in contacting and having a close relationship with her male clients. Recently, I began to realise that she is lying to me. I had a tarot card readings about a month ago and the reader told me that my partner is cheating or going to cheat on me! I was close to tears during the reading and the reader told me, the relationship will most likely end in three months. She told me that if I stay in the relationship, I will have to endure for my partner will not change.

Since then, my partner has been trying to break up whenever we argue.Not only she states our differences, she claims that my negative energies are blocking all her opportunities at work and causing her loss of clients. I was really heart broken and confused when she said these to me. Why is it me who affect her with my negative energies when I myself are suffering in the relationship (such as losing concentration at work, losing weight and appetite etc) and is more and material needs so much more important than the person she loves?

Till two weeks ago, I gave in all ways to try and make her happy. Things started to change. She began having interviews from newspapers and she begins to have a steady flow of clients. I feel that she is somehow using my positive energies? Because deep inside she does not love me anymore and wishes to break up, why is she still holding onto me? Is there such thing as making use of my positive energies now to draw these clients to her?

Till now, she is still wanting to break up every other day.She continues to have opportunities knocking on her doors while I am still suffering from hurt deep inside from her constant requests for break ups.

Can a psychic do this to me? Will this bring karma to her? I really really love her but somehow I just do not feel good about this relationship and I really wish to cut whatever cords that are making me so upset and depressed every day.

I am in need of help and thus reposting in other tribes.

Thanks to all for readings this long post.

Jude.