Namaste'.....I am a healer gifted by spirit in many modalities...i will summarize.....Since december 2005 i have been in out of bed. Physically speaking, it began with a cyst rupturing on my left ovary, during sex....irecovery drug on and on , then i kept getting bug after bug and was not returning to health...major symptoms = headache (migraine style) low energy all the way around, dizzy and disoriented, fainting, complete exhaustion!!! etc.....so after none of my own magic was working i became a lab rat! After months of sick and no answers..I get diagnosed with Parasites..4 kinds.. (western way)....My eastern doc say I have Demons- very severe years to heal......So i do it all for 11 months and finally get the clean poop test- no parasites...still feel bad...I get better...3 months later back down..same exact Symtoms and feeling minus the ovary part!! Again none of my herbs are working...I lose my home, job, and kids due to this. So I move into my van...Finally get scared get tests for parasites..no. But white blood cell count issues..etc...ovarian cancer (yep same one) ...So I begin natural cancer treatment (one of my specialties as a healer)continue eating well , meditating, stretching, getting bodywork, counseling, etc!!! After about 8 months i feel better again..tests all clear..amazing right?......Well 3 months later...BOOYA...same symptoms return! and here I sit in the middle of the crucible ...
Other pieces...All the while i have begun to be gifted with many things....lots of spirit messages, spirit guides appearing to me...seeing and helping ghosts pass on....shamans coming to me and "reminding me of the old ways" saying its time and that i am old and been shamn for along time.....I feel like i am being initiated into shaman path..by spirit! So also...I noticed just before each chapter of this journey i have fallen in love with a new man....each healers and each more and more in tune with me (especially sexually)......Sexual healing and Love triggered???? Also the break in between each was 3 months...Does anyone have any thoughts for me..I have been doing alot of shamnic journeying and praying for healing and help sweeping out old shadows...??namste loves!
Other pieces...All the while i have begun to be gifted with many things....lots of spirit messages, spirit guides appearing to me...seeing and helping ghosts pass on....shamans coming to me and "reminding me of the old ways" saying its time and that i am old and been shamn for along time.....I feel like i am being initiated into shaman path..by spirit! So also...I noticed just before each chapter of this journey i have fallen in love with a new man....each healers and each more and more in tune with me (especially sexually)......Sexual healing and Love triggered???? Also the break in between each was 3 months...Does anyone have any thoughts for me..I have been doing alot of shamnic journeying and praying for healing and help sweeping out old shadows...??namste loves!
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Re: Healer in healing crisis- for years( on & off)
Tue, February 26, 2008 - 9:13 PMIt does sound like a shaman's initiation HOWEVER i want to be certain you are NOT discounting WESTERN medicine which has many miraculous things in it as well. A healers consciousness is supple to ALL paths to healing, not just "perceived" paths to healing.
Please feel free to take the recommendation from me for Maria Yraceburu who i have personally known since 1992. Wonderful healer who may be able to point you in the right direction. I consider her a spiritual mother.
www.followingancestors.net/
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Re: Healer in healing crisis- for years( on & off)
Tue, March 18, 2008 - 5:03 PMthank you scott.... i have been through the western, eastern and others avenues.....i remain open...although after numerous diagnosises all different while all symptoms are the same....i find the time for a "name" over and the time to find the under shadows needing healed........ -
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Re: Healer in healing crisis- for years( on & off)
Thu, March 20, 2008 - 7:45 AMI beleive you should consider seeing Jan Engle Smith who is in the Portland area. She is my teacher and an amazing shaman. If she can't help she can refer you to someone who can. That in my heart is a definite.
Jan is the founder of the Lightsong School of Shamanic studies. It will be the first acredited school of its kind in the world.
Jan is of the Lakota and is well versed in her field. She is in my opinion the best anywhere. She just happens to be close (yeah)
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Re: Healer in healing crisis- for years( on & off)
Sat, April 5, 2008 - 11:03 AMLuminess,
I too have shared some of the symptoms you have and am at that stage where I seek healing. I am currently performing a healing but there is a saying if you try to save someone from drowning and they continue to pull you under you have to let go..this is the case with me in this situation I am in. I arrived here full of life..now feel weak physically, emotionally but have had great visions and even enlightenings. I do not have the luxery of insurance so I have gone the natural route.
I wish I had the money for trips to various healers but in moving around so much to give healings I am poor. I was told by a Nativee friend that I have been giving...and now need to learn how to recieve..perhaps you to are being intiated which for me was years of hard spiritual tests falling into my physical existance..and perhaps you need to learn how to reecieve..Oh how I loved to give, presents, love, hugs, friendship, but now I must learn how to recieve healing and you know what they say a Doctor makes the worst patient.
I wish I could send you some healing or advice but I am depleted..Being Native American I will soon return to The usa and hope I can find a sweat lodge or healer for myself....I have tried several but am still as not as whole and strong as I was.
I wish you healing and please know there are others like you.
Kalona
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Re: Healer in healing crisis- for years( on & off)
Sun, April 13, 2008 - 5:39 PMwell...being a healer, you absorb others' dark energies and the energies of the spirits that you're helping to pass on...it's not that easy for spirits to move on. it takes a ton of bright energy to purify spirits, and if that's what you're doing you're likely exhausting your immune system. it sounds like you need to re-energize and clear your system regularly...energy is a crazy thing like that. if you work with energy you really are subject to getting into energetic trouble if you don't clear out regularly.
watch out for those ghosts--they're like vampires....well, they ARE vampires....but anyway...
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Re: Healer in healing crisis- for years( on & off)
Sun, April 13, 2008 - 6:28 PMHi!
I'm a Reflexologist living in Montreal. I also do Reiki and am learning crystal healing. Would you like me to send you a treatment?
It does sound to me like you are being called to a particular path. I hope you enjoy your journey and feel better soon.
Take care,
Andrea
