Seems to be happening to me allot lately....I think its the stars and their influence some how making me weak and susceptible to others influences...I just let it pass with time .....try not to get caught up in it too much and just realize its a planetary/solar influences that should pass. I think the whole planet is experiencing this sort of influence currently....I hope it will pass soon before people actually believe its real.

hmm. yeah interesting, i mean it takes a lot of self acceptance doesn't it ? i have had the experiences where i have a high frequency relationship with someone and lately its been they are 'interested' in the things i know so sometimes i underestimate the voltage of the 'knowledge' and being that is transmitted and it blows there minds and then i become a sort of scapegoat for their frustrations as the newly found information begins to drastically transform their perception of reality - then the fact comes that whilst we were both having this rather divine high frequency relationship our 'lower centre relationship' was being abandoned and suddenly i am being vidicated and seem to be responsible for their trip. certainly it now seems to finally be teaching me 'safety first' in any interraction, and how powerful words can be in shocking someone and being weary of people who are 'interested' but clearly aren't ready to go through with their own self-initiation once the shock has been transmitted, and that i being the transmitter am responsible to be aware of that - and also how any such conversation of presence can be a sort of magick and ritual transformation and the important thing in any such things is, as you talk about fundamentally in the paratheatre work, that each individual is responsible for their own safety first and owning their own space so as to instigate a more authentic and stabilised autonomy.

so when you were really 'out there' with these people - it takes a lot from each person to accept eachothers boundaries, personal opinions and weaknesses in order than a firmer integrity be stabilised in the long run eh? and im sure something about each person learning to smell their own shit and quit with shadow projecting and false transference and so forth.