All right, screw all this trash...

Is the Hebrew language the end-all be-all of existence?

Does God speak only Hebrew? Why, when trying to research all the letters in their arrangements on various trees, does one inevitably find a stopping point? A point beyond which one cannot ascertain what higher realities are? Why is this human story so damn confused?

WHAT IS ALL THAT CRAP ABOUT 'UNBALANCED FORCE'?

Is it spiritual force, or physical force? What is physical force? Why (again) in Golden Dawn version do were have Taurus (Heirophant) (one of the four fixed signs assigned to the specific tarot cards where it shows up, all of them fixed [Chokmah in Assiah being the Mazzaloth, the Zodiac, two dimensional, of course!]) running from Chokmah to Chesed, the God-name of which is EL, whereas we have the Emperor card (Aries/ Cardinal Fire) right at the time in history when YHVH made a miraculous re-appearance?

Did the Nephilim not come from God, or not?

Where else could they have come from?

Does someone have a 'seperate kingdom' set up?

How can we expect that the Hebrew language should be able to explain all of existence, out in the universe surrounding us, and wherever else? Doesn't that sound too limited, too fragmented an approach? There were languages prior to Hebrew, and likely Sumerian was of some uncertain origin, but having only weak linguistic ties to Akkadian, the father tongue of Hebrew. Did not Terah live in Ur (as if I care)?
Ur of the 'Chaldees'?

What happened to cause God (whatever part in this closed system we might be talking about, Malakim meaning Kings, how long will we need kings?) to send something down to kleen up the trash? Were the battles in the Near East not about owning this earth rather than about Sex?

How did everything get to be about 'knowing' angels, a la Lot and Sodom?

What if the Nephilim actually existed, did we draw them into existence, with our need to be directed by physicalized gods?

Or was this their decision? What happens when some agency defies the rules, steps down, and becomes addicted to rule over the tiniest plot of land?

Does this sort of evil fester, get handed down generation after generation, in all the 'begots'?

It's not of this order of being, so for whatever reason, it may not really be happy being here.

Or it is a crutch, to explain away the immoral actions of man.

Are there people (fallen angels) locked down in the earth, like the Book of Enoch says, or is this superstition?

When in Kabbalah it is stated that Baal and Lilith and others are the princely demons of Hell, does this not amount to what I just stated above?

Is Malkuth 'Greedy'? Does it like to die, and steal souls? Is that the nature of 'The Devil'?

Isn't that just a cop-out?

Now, is each opposing Pillar masculine and feminine?

Are the Sephiroth themselves masculine or feminine?

Is that Bullshit? Is Binah feminine? Or is it Form?

Does Binah at the level fo Assiah (whatever, I don't really care, I'll destroy this bullshit!) not contain both male and female? Yin and Yang?

What does that make Chokmah at Assiah then?

Have we ordered these higher levels too much, do the angels want to be human, do we wish to trap them only to destroy them here, with our pathetic selves, which wish to die and restart things over? Why do the Christians believe a man created this universe? How do Sophia and Ialtabaoth figure in?

Is God just someone to carry others sins? Is Jesus? Is that the only reason such exists at all? Just a big converter, to make people happy, for a short moment, until the kill for profit again?

On that point: Vices and Virtues~~~ Binah Vice of Greed; Geburah--- Vice of Cruelty, Destruction---Hod, Vice of Dishonesty, Lies, *Deceit* (shall I mention Samael, Sakla [the Blind god] THE MAGIC TRIFECTA OF EVIL. Profiting off warfare and death while lying about it.

What happens to those people? Does Hell exist yet? What is the difference between Sheol and Hell?

I have a lot more to say, but I know no one give a shit, least of all me, and if we think we can 're-create' our closed-in existence, I hope the power hungry are left in the dust by everyone who doesn't want *any* part of it. Very lonely existence for them.

I thought perhaps that it might be good, for those who are thoroughly addicted to human form, if their women could not conceive until one of them died. Therefore no need for any issuance of new souls into that reality. They can have their world, never get off it, and their heaven, and when one died, he would go to heaven *for the exact same thing he experieced on earth, but more and better of it*, and then he gets thrust back into a human body, among people who all think alike, on a world that goes nowhere, which is scheduled for destruction. So it can be remade. So, the same lives, over and over, and over and over and over and over... No outside viewpoints allowed!

I think it all needs to die permanently.

That's is an infinite loop - have you ever experienced a computer crash ?