Ya ever had the feeling that the past was really a lot better somewhere other than where you were? I see occasional clips about my era and they make it seem really seem really awesome.
But....I was there and it really wasn't that great. I get a nostalgic feeling, like if i were back there now, things would be a lot better. But there are awesome moments in the here and now. The grandious recollection I have must have been a moment in time, just as I have now. I am a stoner w/o the drugs. I try to stay in the now, I believe now is where it is at. I like to chill and waste time. I feel like I'm gonna live forever, in some form or another, so time is irrelevant. Except for work and deadlines and engagements, I wouldn't even look at a clock. I just wanna be mellow and be heard for whatever reason. I don't have a lot to say. I'm like static electricity, not much use for me. I'm not depressed, i just don't care. I'm apathetic. So what?