I'm a 41 year old Economist, great education, fantastic job, a public figure in some circles, I even have some published work.... good looking, well read & travelled... Picture Perfect some would say... however:

I love ass, I love looking at it, licking it, touching it, fingering it, and of course fucking it.

I have a wife of 14 years (plus 5 as my girlfriend).... she will not allow more than a finger in her rear end....
so I have mistresses, several... they come and go, but no less than 2 at any one time... the common denominator is that they take it (and enjoy it) up the ass, if they don't, or are not willing to play along, they go.

Recently, I started experimenting with guys (as a pure TOP); I'm not gay and don't think I'm even Bi ... I don't have feelings towards them and don't look at anything in a guy except his ass..., I don't like the talk or particularly fond of the lifestyle, I'm not against it by any means... just not into it. So I -from time to time- look for closet case bottoms... and just have a one-off screw.

Every now and then I have episode where I look myself in the mirror and say to myself: you're a freak of nature! am I?