hello to the members, and welcome to the newcomers. I'm back here to ask how others are finding their tribes and personal networking? is all going as well as you wanted, or do you find being on tribe a little more tedious than before? is it the sheer volume of information that is tribe? I ask this because I notice a change in me, and am not so enamored of this platform for advertising my interests and events. I
've also come to feel that overall my meanderings are incredibly, disappointingly mediocre. And that I probably don't have much to offer to the bd community. And this is maybe what makes this Lucytribe viable... the very ordinariness of it and this person. I won't be doing any big
events in the future, I really dont know yet what I will be doing in this regard.
One thing though... I have a vision ofwhat I want for this dance, and how I can take it to lots of women in Tucson. And I see this in a holistic way, how it somehow ties in with how I recover, how I live my life, even in the small ways of day to day living. This is wht this dance is for me; and this is the core of how I started loving; this dance long ago, and how I need to get back to it now.
I've lost a lot this past year and a half, lost some close relationships, lost my eye, and then.... I was given new relatioships, new friends, and got to keep most of my friends and family from the old days.
And this is what maybe this Lucy tribe is about? we have all lost somethings, have all gained somethings, have all had to go back to square one, and start over. And we have all been very sad, and other times been happy.. and maybe that is what gives meaning to this tribe.. I don't know.
But the beauty is that my life is not unique, and I take comfort in that.
Iwould far rather lose my eye, or any other body part, than to lose a loved one. And I've known folks who have had such loss these past couple of years, and their courage boggles my mind.
So, today, I say, hooray for the mundaneness of every day life. Each day will eventually add up to something...