~Thats what my life has been lately since april. I'll explan it all in april i went to where i'm from to see my dad and found out that he's homeless and has a drink once in a while . Then comes june 9th ( one of the worst days in my life) My best guy freind killed his dad.( dont feel like geting in to alot of detal right now hard subject still) Then tonight my dad calls me and he's drink and he's telling me that he's been bad again latley ( and that means he's back in ot a) doing hard drugs that will kill him cuse he's got a inlarged heart or b) he's selling them again or c) BOTH :( he was a recovering alcoholic i dont know what to do please help but keep in mind i live 12 hours away from him

~So i had a miscarriage back in Feburary and now it's coming up to the time i'd be due ( i was due in september.) And now i'm sad becuse i know that if i didn't have a miscarriage i'd be having a baby soon. I'm only 20 and i relay want to have a child all my friends have one or more and i feel so hurt becuse i could have had that and i dont know what i did to loss it. the guy who's child is was knows that i had a miscarriage buti never told him it was his but he knows he told his ex that he knew it was his. then my kinda b/fr dosn't under stand how i feel about the miscarriage . i told him about it becuse him and i started dating right befor i had it and you know what he said to me he said " how can you tell me you love me when your carrying someone elses baby" that hurts . now he thinks i'm nuts that i want to have a baby so young . i dont know how to feel about this all. i'm sad cuse i would be having a baby but i had a miscarriage but i also what to have a baby and settal down