Hi Anan, I too have Pisces Sun on SN...and an astrologer told me I needed to draw my light from the past.

She taught me a lot (I now do readings myself) and introduced me to an esoteric but really important element to a birthchart that few non-heliocentric astrologers use...Earth in the chart, always calculated directly opposite the Sun. Earth represents our physical body, our matrix, where we are right now, as opposed to our Sun's mirror of our aspirations, dreams, visions and goals. Where the Sun represents our idealized self, our Earth is where we are in this moment...a work in progress, warts and all, breathing, farting, walking, moving etc.

Using Earth in the chart, anyone with Sun/SN conjunction has an Earth/NN conjunction as well. Dropping into one's body, becoming fully grounded in whatever ways work for one, identifying more with our physical and bringing our physical body within divinity and sanctification by releasing all beliefs that it is not that, brings us into balance with the ongoing Solar/SN default pull. Many religions have taught us to rise above the body, to discard it as a shell, to use it, maintain it like a car, treat it as something other than 'us'. What if you could elevate your body to the speed of light through your personal work and through releasing beliefs and judgments that that is not possible, including the belief that all bodies die? Body is meant to be as holy as our spirit. It is every bit as much 'us' as our spirit, our mind, our emotions.

Becoming fully embodied on the planet is our destiny. North Node conjunct Earth...dig it.