There was a previous posting where someone asked what type of influence did hard aspects b/w Mars and North Node create. He/she joked that the reason why there was little liturature on it was due to the fact that "there were no survivors" lol. I couldn't post to the thread since the person has unsuscribed so I thought I would post this just in case anyone else needed an interpretation of this aspect.

As a person with a Mars quincunx their North Node, I feel that it is the aspect that creates the biggest inferiority complex within me. I often feel that my actions hinder my personal success and that others are negatively judging me when I express my sex drive, ambition, motivation, and/or vitality. This causes confusion in that my expressions of aggression leave me with a great strain of guilt. I have a hard time determining when my actions have been reasonable versus when they have not been reasonable.

I have put intimate relationships on the back burner so that I can focus on my career. I turned down a 90K job b/c I felt that the job was in someway wrong. I keep anything concerning my initmate relationships, ambitions, motivations very private and feel very guilty and embarassed when they are exposed.

I usually agress myself at the wrong time which causes many misunderstandings. The timing is usually wrong b/c it takes me a lot of time to decide whether I should act or whether I shouldn't act...I always waver between the questions of "Should I risk making a fool out of myself by acting?" of "Should I risk making a fool out of myself by not acting?".