I,ve known this girl for 15 years.We have a lot of history in our friendship.She lives in Ny .I live in Memphis.WE talk pretty often and are pretty close.Recently I had a dream that i leaped off a tall building and she is hanging onto my waist and there is fire above our heads alll the way down on our descent.
I didnt get it at first but i think i am leaping off into risk and to love this other person.I have been listening to her heart behind her words and i get she is very protective of having need or getting close to anyone.Something i struggle with.I have been paying a lot of attention to her lately and listening to my own heart.Today i told her that I know who she is.Alll her struggles and issues and some i identify with,The more i kwow her the more i want to know her and the more love i feel for her.I told her that i want to be in her life,that i need her and the hardest thing i told her is that I want her love...as much as she can give me.That her friendship means a lot to me.And that im fine with an honest response from her heart,I told her i am not uncomfortable or nervous because my love is stronger than my fear.I told because i love her she is never going to be the same.I cant believe that i came that far out of my comfort zone.That is the power of love.I am not sure yet of her reponse but i am so at peace for exposing my heart to her.