the hurt is still fresh, so I recognize this is full of anger and no specific info, but, that's how it has to be, for me: just because I'm angry at these people doesn't mean I'm going to violate my ethics and 'out' people - so, if you want to know who I'm cursing, you'll have to be my real good friend in the real world and get to know me first. I've reached a barrier I can't currently cross with trying to keep loving people.
Having my trust and steadfastness betrayed hurts me deeply; I guess most folks actually don't really care about their online friends the same way some of us end up doing, but I've learned it's a bad idea, for me, personally, because I want to impute good characteristics to people that don't really exist. It was a mistake and I'm paying for it with a surfeit of pain in a life that needs absolutely no more suffering. Oh well:
my fault.
people.tribe.net/lokifreig...d98e6a2acf
Having my trust and steadfastness betrayed hurts me deeply; I guess most folks actually don't really care about their online friends the same way some of us end up doing, but I've learned it's a bad idea, for me, personally, because I want to impute good characteristics to people that don't really exist. It was a mistake and I'm paying for it with a surfeit of pain in a life that needs absolutely no more suffering. Oh well:
my fault.
people.tribe.net/lokifreig...d98e6a2acf
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Re: Sometimes they poison their own wells, and then blame you for it
Sun, February 10, 2008 - 5:22 AMi'm so sorry loki ... i know that you and i have only recently become "friends" and i dont know you yet as well as i'd like to (playful, gentle, but still abit cheeky wink).
having my trust, loyalty and openheartedness cuts me to the bone ... very smiths ... it's too close to home, it's too near the bone ... more than you'll ... ever know .....
i havent read the link yet cos i have to sleep, but i just wanted to know iread your words and that my heart goes out to you ... remember ... you me, asparagus spears, vinegar, honey.
we can change the asparagus to real spears if you want (i just dont wanna watch that bit cos im squeamish, a libra, and come from a fucked up violent background), but i'll happily entice those that deserve a good spearing to you ...
i'll bat my eyelashes. they're the only feature i got going on ...
((((hugs))) from me, and my dog, socrates, well, he's sends those kind of snores with wide eyes that mean, turn the lite off bitch, close the computer and spoon me!
they can be construed as lovely vibes your way ... if you construe them rather creatively.
will write more, and read more later ... but love and loyalty coming from australia to you.
lauren
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Re: Sometimes they poison their own wells, and then blame you for it
Sun, February 10, 2008 - 5:52 AMI suppose Lisa's recent question is relevant here too.
tribes.tribe.net/peoof/thr...c2a049667e
Backstabbing always stinks but it's sometimes tough to know where all the knives have come from. Maybe the Grassy Knoll.
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Re: Sometimes they poison their own wells, and then blame you for it
Wed, February 13, 2008 - 2:41 AMAAAARRRRRGH backstabbing liars suck!!!! -
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Re: Sometimes they poison their own wells, and then blame you for it
Wed, February 13, 2008 - 5:34 AMyep.. people suck sometimes.
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Re: Sometimes they poison their own wells, and then blame you for it
Wed, February 13, 2008 - 11:12 AMWhat happened? What did I miss?
I read the blog. I read the thread Craig linked to.
What happened? What did I miss?
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Re: Sometimes they poison their own wells, and then blame you for it
Wed, February 13, 2008 - 12:15 PMNothing. I shouldn't have been so demonstrative. It's not interesting enough to validate its toxicity. -
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Re: Sometimes they poison their own wells, and then blame you for it
Fri, February 15, 2008 - 1:41 PM(((((((( Loki )))))))) -
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Re: Sometimes they poison their own wells, and then blame you for it
Fri, February 15, 2008 - 4:03 PMdankë.
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Re: Sometimes they poison their own wells, and then blame you for it
Tue, February 26, 2008 - 11:21 AMIf you're part of a crew, nobody ever tells you that they're going to kill you, doesn't happen that way. There weren't any arguments or curses like in the movies. See, your murderers come with smiles, they come as your friends, the people who've cared for you all of your life. And they always seem to come at a time that you're at your weakest and most in need of their help.
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Re: Sometimes they poison their own wells, and then blame you for it
Tue, February 26, 2008 - 11:46 AMhow do you drink the water and survive ... suck it up ...?
like an achilles lung praps?
hmmm ... ponderosa's all round ... ;))))
and yay loki and yay wa and huzzah 4 all!
even spacie!!!!
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