sick of my life

topic posted Thu, May 15, 2008 - 11:53 PM by  judih
it's one of those crying days
sick of my life
sick of my job
sick of feeling alone
sick of hearing others' pain
sick of being unable to help
sick of endless troubles

a day for crying
to let out the sick
to psyche out the demons of helpless impotence
too sick to bother a friend
too upset to cry to my man

a day of lonely despair
posted by:
judih
Israel
  • Re: sick of my life

    Fri, May 16, 2008 - 8:32 AM
    boxed in
    dusty thoated
    sneezy closet
    cleaning cobwebs
    catch the wave
    transition surfing
    sunlight hoping
    splashing waves
    through doors
    into the air
    out of confining caves,
    will things change,
    even fueled by
    major bouts of
    total rearangement
    or stay stuck like
    feet in strange cement
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    Re: sick of my life

    Sat, May 17, 2008 - 10:27 AM
    my being sick of living my life
    appears part of my struggle to stay living
    to be able to fully my whole lived experience
    from living my own felt sense of what my life is about
    giving my self a jolt in my thinking as to why I must go on
    my being sick of living my life seems to me so worth its while

    ~Keith Alan Hamilton~
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      Re: sick of my life

      Sat, May 17, 2008 - 10:31 AM
      I also get sick of making mistakes :o)

      to be able to fully my whole lived experience
      should be

      to be able to fully know my whole lived experience

  • Re: sick of my life

    Sat, May 17, 2008 - 11:40 AM
    pick myself up
    dust myself off
    start all over again
    did i say that?
    • Re: sick of my life

      Sat, May 17, 2008 - 7:01 PM
      the proverbial inner voice
      always has something to say
      i can listen or not, but voice always has something to say
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        Re: sick of my life

        Sun, May 18, 2008 - 6:57 AM
        at times, the voice within my head sickens me
        recurrently and repeatedly it speaks on and on
        enactive process, mind inside my living matter
        being embodied and embedded to always stay
        whether this voice seems friend or foe, it's me

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