Mattiyahu 14:29-31 says: "He (Yeshua) said, 'Come.' Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Yeshua. But when he saw how strong the wind was he became frightened; and beginning to sink, he cried out, 'Lord save me!' Immediately Yeshua stretched out his hand and caught him, and said to him, 'O you of little faith, why did you doubt?"

I got out of the boat in Kansas City. I walked on the waters in Kansas City. I found the wind blowing as I walked I wanted very much to stay where I was. I became frightened of the move and all that had been accomplished by the hand of the Lord. Finally, I sunk. I prayed, O Lord Yeshua, help me. Send forth, O Lord, your Archangels to aid me. I was the one of little faith.

Now the move is over. I see the hand of G-d again. How he sends business in the midst of my move. How he cares for getting me the movers I need. How he binds my sons more fully to me. How it provides the truck free of charge. How he moves in everything that happened. I am ashamed that my faith doubted.

My walk with Yeshua toward the Father, the perfect G-d, El Elyon, the Endless Light, has not been easy. I am hard headed, difficult, arrogant, lazy, and self-indulgent. I know no one says that I am self-indulgent or lazy but I know me pretty well. Had this man Yeshua, my intercessor, not always been I my side, I would have sunk beneath waves of doubt or as Christian in Pilgrim's Progress, I would have gotten lost in the slough of despair.

How many of you are just like me. You see signs and wonders enough to convince Pharoah, but as soon as the current difficulty is over you complain bitterly like the children of Israel in the desert.

I think the move is over. But I fear that G-d is not finished with me yet.