Hi pretty!

I was rather fleshy when I was younger... had a typical Cancerian round-all-over body...
I began losing weight slowly slowly, in my teen years... Due to too much thinking, and extremely high and fast energy consumption, etc...
Also forgetting to eat and sleep because of too much concentration on task at hand...

I also had one of those geek-to-chic transformations.

I'm still fat, and I'm in grad. school, so whatever this "transformation" happens, I hope it happens in a way that I end up thin rather than fatter. LOL.

I don't know much about transfromations, but presence i can comment on. I never really thought of myself as intense, or having presence, but when i'm outside, i give off an angry kind of intensity. I walk like an assassin walking to it's target, and i always have a slightly angry look on my face, maybe even a dead look in my eye as well. Because of all this, and because my assassin walk is very fast-paced, i don't come off as very approachable (Thank god!). But i do get stares, people probably thinking "Damn, someone's ass is about to get kicked!" And i get these stares all the time. At first, i didn't realize the impact my presence makes on people, because my whole "Assassin" thing is completly natural. But every so often, i'll get the stupid fool that will whistle at me, or try to "holla" at me from his car (how classless!). And i wonder, "Why the fuck are you talking to me, do i look like i wanna talk to you?" But i just shoot them a cold, hard stare, straight in the eye, and they ususally back off. So, i guess the people that aren't intimidated my us, are just very drawn to us. Now i do realize that i have that "Scorpion intensity", i just had to ask people around me. My sister laughed in my face when i said that i don't match the description of a scorpio rising, because i'm not intense. She said that i'm a very insense person, inside and out, and that it radiates off of me. I knew i was "emotionally deep", but not intense, but i guess intensity comes with emotional depth. And i also realize that every scorpio ascendant has a different kind of intensity. i'm sure mine will change as i get older, simply because i'm just a kid now. But i think everyone's intensity changes, especially if your intensity is more related to negative traits in your personality.

I am seriously about to go through one of these physical transformations. I can feel it coming to pass on a daily basis. Currently i am not happy with my physical situation and yes I agree, when you are not in shape it can effect that natural "scorpion" libido. that cant be happening lol. Ive noticed whenever I dont like something about myself, it changes with a drastic transformation. that goes form personality to physical appearance. i am seriously a person of extremes in all aspects.

so does scorpio rule transformers the cartoon?

I was considered ugly when I was a kid, I also struggled with my weight for years until I entered college, and lost anywhere from 40 to 45 lbs within 4 months; so you could say that I went through a "ugly duckling" transformation. I also had a skin problem such as pimples, skin peeling off parts of my face and extreme dry skin during the winter. As far as my weight, I went form being round and fat, to skinny to average; I'm only 4ft 8in, so before I lost weight, was called a "Little, short, fat pig", then a "Small, skinny thing with a big Top", now when I look in the mirror, I feel like I need to lose weight because I gained some of the weight back, but I am no way near as fat as i was before the diet; and no matter how much weight I lose, i will always feel uncomfortable with my body and be "unevenly proportioned".

I think Grace Kelly (Scorpio Sun and Rising) is a classic example of the Ugly Duckling phenomenon- despite the fact that she was never an ugly duckling! Her final interview here really shows her charisma as well as highlighting the legendary transformation she went through in becoming princess of Monaco-
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Hi everyone.. I am a new Member .....When I was in school, I was just another frail looking ordinary boy....That was when I was 14 years old..4 years later something dramatic happened..My jawline became marked.. I developed a good complexion.my eyes became Intense and Magnetic....My presence were felt everywhere i went...every stranger i met used to tell I was different and unique.. a kind of a mysterious quality best explained when One has Scorpio on the Rise....I totally agree that Scorpio Risers have presence, Charisma and remarkable Physical Transformation....