Greetings Ritual Masters, Adepts, Teachers

I am in search of a group of people to assist me in my Journey. I seek to live in a community of others to manifest more fully my gifts. I seek to find focus in discerning Higher Self from Ego, letting go of mundane worldly pursuits for more inner workings to help open doors. I am not with funds, I live by the barter system, I have journeyed to many other Intentional Communities over the last 12 yrs: Lama Foundation, Earthaven, Sunrise Ranch, yet, I desire to drop even deeper and find it difficult to locate a teacher to assist me in doing so. I profess to being Pagan, I also have been called a Shaman for my nightly journies into the Dream Realm, I was told I had detachment down to an Art. I am single all my life, a 2 Spirit, a brother from another planet and gay, in that I do not feel as if I fit anywhere. I am sane, truthful, accountable, ready, intuitive,mindful, I embrace change, I am accepting of myself and I seek Guidance. Can someone assit me & is there a community of people to actually cohabitate with in northern California?

Namaste...............Kenric ........The Crystal Dragon Wizard