ONE
the battle is ONE and gone...
nourishment yearned for
needed to be received
locked up
held away
and left them withering of bone
and of flesh
with hungry hearts
and loins
insatiable
and unfulfilable desire
desperation has been
the path of crumbs
that led me to MY door
why have I not opened to me
fully, wholly
for the angst maintained
for so very long
insisting that you
or someone
would be there
to share
care enough
to prove me wrong
have I not held you away
whilst begging for you to be near
whilst my need
clutched,
pounded
at your chest
no treasure found there
merely a wink in time
of pleasure
then despair
pushed to the edge
and this time
the precipice so high
so vast
so misty, the abyss
she plunges
into the mystery
a future no one knows
alone
she goes
she must
she knows...
surrenders lack
completely
finally understanding
investment in lack
always proves itself to prosper
manifest
there
is just ONE answer
give it over
lay down your arms
idiot
do you not see
IT IS ME
you seek
and look beyond
a billion times
or more
I AM here
give it up
desire
give it up
lack
give it up
attachment
trust
trust
TRUST!
I AM here
always was
always will Be
for I AM
the INFINITE
Heart and Mind
Spirit
as ONE
within thee...
my love, on my doorstep you have been, maybe for a month. please
do not begrudge me this growth. and you think you are ready to unite.
and I question has this unity occurred within your own being or is it
still based upon this desire I write of. either way, it is all fine.
it is again, early wee hours I have been awake and typed out these
words as they came. to be refined, no doubt. but within them the essence
of the freedom they speak of. i seem to be finally getting it.
mmmm... long and arduous do we hammer away for love we refuse to
offer ourselves fully. lets see, if we can be done with this, and then
savor, a lovers kiss, the bliss, fuller union, borne from within, that which
cannot be taken away.
infinite and eternal, as IT is.
An excerpt from my book
copyright Illumina Viula 2006
www.sacred-relationship.com
the battle is ONE and gone...
nourishment yearned for
needed to be received
locked up
held away
and left them withering of bone
and of flesh
with hungry hearts
and loins
insatiable
and unfulfilable desire
desperation has been
the path of crumbs
that led me to MY door
why have I not opened to me
fully, wholly
for the angst maintained
for so very long
insisting that you
or someone
would be there
to share
care enough
to prove me wrong
have I not held you away
whilst begging for you to be near
whilst my need
clutched,
pounded
at your chest
no treasure found there
merely a wink in time
of pleasure
then despair
pushed to the edge
and this time
the precipice so high
so vast
so misty, the abyss
she plunges
into the mystery
a future no one knows
alone
she goes
she must
she knows...
surrenders lack
completely
finally understanding
investment in lack
always proves itself to prosper
manifest
there
is just ONE answer
give it over
lay down your arms
idiot
do you not see
IT IS ME
you seek
and look beyond
a billion times
or more
I AM here
give it up
desire
give it up
lack
give it up
attachment
trust
trust
TRUST!
I AM here
always was
always will Be
for I AM
the INFINITE
Heart and Mind
Spirit
as ONE
within thee...
my love, on my doorstep you have been, maybe for a month. please
do not begrudge me this growth. and you think you are ready to unite.
and I question has this unity occurred within your own being or is it
still based upon this desire I write of. either way, it is all fine.
it is again, early wee hours I have been awake and typed out these
words as they came. to be refined, no doubt. but within them the essence
of the freedom they speak of. i seem to be finally getting it.
mmmm... long and arduous do we hammer away for love we refuse to
offer ourselves fully. lets see, if we can be done with this, and then
savor, a lovers kiss, the bliss, fuller union, borne from within, that which
cannot be taken away.
infinite and eternal, as IT is.
An excerpt from my book
copyright Illumina Viula 2006
www.sacred-relationship.com
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Yes my sacred relationship to our poetic soul connection.....writing love
Thu, December 6, 2007 - 9:32 AM....and inspired by my experience of intense pain to create still in the moment....a moment of bliss....oh for a moment of forgeting......
Oh how I cry for the lose of you and i wonder why the pain is so great when you never really have been a great mate.
I guess its just the smell of your hair, your gentle touch your warm loving care.
and I know it's time for me to go because I'm so full of pain oh how you know.
And I can't help you now and it hurts me so as into the loving arms of spirit you go.
Away from me your warm gentle smile your heart of gold under all that style.
Your sweet caress your loving duress
Your people talk your long gated walk.........
as in to the arms of spirit you go.
Gentle now your warm scented glow......I love you so and I have to go
To cry and to weep I guess I'll soon start counting sheep.
I'll meet you in that divine place where heaven beats a different pace
Where we join as one and fly through the sky uplifted in peace in heaven high
And down to earth I will not know of your face or your smile or your warm winter glow
As into the loving arms of spirit you go
Oh how I love you so
I never want to let you go
and I must you know for us to grow
as into the loving arms of spirit you go
