funny wiring

topic posted Mon, November 2, 2009 - 9:42 AM by  shan
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as part of my awakening i more and more realize that I am not wired like all of humanity

one thing which I have always had and that I am only now being able to verbalize in a way which makes sense is that I am unable to tell my left from my right


it is as if my consciousness has no concept of spatial division of any sort


I tried to learn to drive a few years back and was turfed out of the car by my instructor after many lessons

he said unkindly he had never met anyone with such a level of brain damage


he was a very unkind man but still he had a point


if he said turn right I would turn left/or right and fail to see what the problem was when he complained later on

It is hard to explain but the concept means absolutely nowt to me


and IT APPLIES to many other areas of my life too


a few weeks back ordering a nib for graphic design pen on the net I was given the choice between rapidograph and isograph

i knew my pens are all rapidograph and yet i clicked the isograph box SURE in my mind that was the right one


when it arrived in the mail and I saw it was the wrong one/ one i could not use i was not even surprised i even smiled


I think what i am describing is something like color blindness or some aspects of autism

i am not sure what to term it


i usually say i am SpATIALLY DYSLEXIC which insofar as i know is not a condition described in any literature or at least not to describe this but always to do with writing which is not what i am describing here


any of you resonate with this? i really want to know if there are others


all feedback interesting to me on this matter


I think in many ways it probably affects others altho maybe not to a point where they are fully conscious of it


anyway shan
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  • Re: funny wiring

    Mon, November 2, 2009 - 4:04 PM
    Interesting Shan, I have a friend wo can't tell left and right but has an uncanny ability to know east from west and north from south. So she had no problem sailing and still uses those directions in her daily life. I as a child couldn't get the right and left thing down so I still sometimes verbalize silently "I write with my right hand".

    I do have trouble driving because if a sign says DO NOT ENTER my brain may turn it around to "Enter Here". It is odd and I generally am not a jump into things feet first and probably one of the reasons is due to my extra processing time.

    I tell people that being this way is kind of like, "Having someone who is only used to looking out their car windows, to back up their car, now be put into a giant cargo truck and have to back up only using their mirrors." They probably would have no trouble seeing what is in the mirrors but most likely would need extra time to process what they are seeing. Gifts and challenge is this way of processing, that's for sure!
    • Re: funny wiring

      Tue, November 3, 2009 - 12:33 AM
      now michelle you said this DO NOT ENTER my brain may turn it around to "Enter Here"

      that is exactly what i am talking about


      and it applies to almost anything the number of times i have turned the wrong plate on my cooker come back half an hour later to find the oven was still not on and the food cold but the plate on top red hot and heating the room



      and so on and so forth

      so i am not the only one was sure i was not i am convinced we are many but many are not really conscious of the fact that they are wired different i am certain it is a starseed "problem"/specificity if your soul comes from systems where those concepts are irrelevant it is a tough one to right in to your make up


      hope you do not find this possible xplanation too weird


      it is the only one I can think of and it feels right

      i worked with autistic asperger people earlier in the year and that is when it all became clearer to me i was comfortable with them there was no split

      with the socalled "normals" i often feel odd shan
      • Re: funny wiring

        Tue, November 3, 2009 - 1:36 AM
        www.learninginfo.org/visual-...exia.htm

        I found this site helpful, in understanding what you were talking about, never thought about different types of dyslexia, though I know mine is different in some ways.

        Test years ago showed low audio and visual short term memory, but a very high IQ. They never tested or told me I had dyslexia, but I figured that out myself after I was an adult. It has gotten worse it seems after my tour in the military and now later in life.

        I am also right handed, but ambidextrous, this also sets the brain up for some funny wiring. I am have cross dominances. I am left eyed, left footed, but right handed. That alone sets the brain up for confusion and a battle.

        I mind turns letters around and almost reverses words and invert sentences. It is harder to read of late, worse then when I was young. I find it hard to read for very long and hard to catch all of the words. My mind skips words when I read, but more so when I hear others talk, and don't even know it, unless things don't make sense. I always remember the headlines in the paper years ago, Gorilla attacks the Philippines, at second and third look, now I knew it said instead Gloria attacks the Philippines, not a Gorilla.

        It seem worse for audio then visual reading. When people tell me things, my mind is like a sieve, it only depends on how bad at the time.

        I often get confused about right and left, when someone tell me something, but not usually a problem when I think and need to do internally.

        I have a hard time trusting what I see, even when I see it. I spend a lot of time double and triple checking until my mind is satisfied it like OCD, and maybe OCD, but at the same time it is different too. I can look both way before puling out across a road or intersection, to a do it repeated times to see I am safe to do so. I can see ok, and I see everything, but my brain just does not trust what I see I guess.

        I mainly use my right hand, but use my left a lot too. I can do somethings nearly equally with both, and some are specific pretty much for one or the other.

        You talk about turning the wrong burner on, on the stove, constantly doing that, drives me crazy and have do some damage to our pots, pans and lids.

        I have learned a lot of checks and balances to keep from making so many mistakes.

        Filling out forms can be a nightmare.

        I read some times ago, that what can happen in some cases, that the nerve signal does not flow in a constant rate, and it flows at different speeds or something like that, at the same time. So gaps happen and you brain makes a local guess.

        I had a heck of a time in the military, when marching and etc, when your left and right had to be on cue automatically. I often got called out by the Sargent for missing a turn step or being out of step with everyone else.

        If I can think about it, I am fairly ok, but the greater the need for speed or stress, or being more tired it, exacerbates its it.

        I do remember grade school. used to raise my hand, knowing the answer, but when I gave it ,I was wrong. But when someone else raised their hand and said what I said, they were right. So what I was thinking, was not coming out verbally the same. I learned to fear, and doubt myself, and learned to not come forward or volunteer for things.
        • Re: funny wiring

          Tue, November 3, 2009 - 3:07 AM
          hi david


          yes well thanx for that you sure have funny wiring

          some of what you describe i resonate with and some made me laugh so much====>

          I had a heck of a time in the military, when marching and etc, when your left and right had to be on cue automatically. I often got called out by the Sargent for missing a turn step or being out of step with everyone else. this is out of a comedy show but i so understand because i would totally do the same


          and of course Filling out forms can be a nightmare. YES YES AND totally yes i simply cannot do that

          i always miss stuff out and put surname and first name in the wrong place on the net when i have to sign up for a new site it always takes me ages altho i have got better at it

          i cannot drive as i cannot follow instructions or have any sort of interest in road markings but i am a really good cyclist

          i can learn foreign languages really easily i just remember words
          but my mind shuts down when i see numbers

          i do not think i could take an IQ test all those geometrical shapes make me nauseous and yet i can read tolstoy in russian cervantes in spanish you get my drift

          i have worked in education most of my adult life/ i am primarily an artist but teaching is how i earn a living

          studying all this funny wiring at the moment is really enlightening at the moment i'll check the website again

          actually i saw it yesterday when i was thinking of creating this tribe but it uses the term spatial dyslexia in relation to reading anf that is not really quite the same

          i really mean spatial as in space 3rd dimension reality and dealing with it

          all this poses great questions about reality intelligence and the nervous system ( i prefer the term wiring as in circuits/ as in computer technology)

          i really understand computers tho but failed when it came to programming far too much left right all of the stuff which confuses

          i seem to understand there is a massive correlation between funny wiring and being able to "see/feel" spiritual realities


          and i guess that is where we are with this

          one of my favourite films of all times is rainman with dustin hoffman as a savant

          i totally relate to his ocd and hyperprotective tendencies althoi i do not have either


          thank you for your input i find it hard to believe you where in the military surely one of the most unsafe places for anyone with alternative wiring

          anyway i am deep in the middle of an awareness driove to see how far it all goes and what it means



          • Re: funny wiring

            Tue, November 3, 2009 - 9:10 AM
            Shan

            You are very correct, I should of not been in the military, but it was either join the Air Force or be drafted into the Army and maybe sent to Viet Nam. Or if not, could not see myself in any fighting unit any where. As it was, being a sensitive morphic empath, I experience what those about me experience, even at distance.

            This may be a step from what you wanted to talk about, but have you every experienced what they call Alice in Wonderland effect? I had it bad after I got out of the military, and it lasted for a couple decades, have not noticed it for the last 10 plus years. When my mind was focus say on watching TV, suddenly I would realize everything appeared twice as close at it aught to be. It would last for some time, and I had to just let it go away on its own. Some times it happened too when I first would lay in bed for sleep or a nap or even wake up in this state. It was almost like a out of body experience.

            Back to spacial body orientation, I am not always aware of that, I cannot always feel where parts are or how I am sitting or laying; sometimes I feel separated from things or from reality. Usually am only briefly aware of it, and realizing it snaps me back, but can still feel loosely spaced and disorientated for quite some time. I guess it happens more when I am not doing any physical.

            Do you have dreams going on when awake and are aware of them. I always can see at least blurred lines of things in my vision at all times and some times they are like full dreams or cartoons. I guess really maybe, our minds never stop visual processing, or my mind does it all of the time, or I have a thin barrier or mine leaks into my conscience mind. I used to tell Veteran military psychs about it, and they used to tell me, What? But I have found a a little info on it, but not much.

            Shan, does your problem or blessing affect how you write, I find it hard to sometimes follow what you say and your sentence and grammar is odd. Mine would be similar, but I have trained myself to focus more on this and use spell check and etc. I find the more I spell check and etc, over time I need it less and less, except for really consistent dyslexic works. My mine has a hard time reading as it is, but when what i am reading is disjointed, hope I can say that, it is not meant to negative toward you, just trying to best explain what is going on in my head.

            Over the decades, I have only learned to function and be sane, but learning to push myself to form habits. I learned to put things in their place, and when I don't or others do, I can't find them, and drives me nearly hysterical with maddening frustration. I guess some of my extended OCD formed around this maybe, besides from nerve damage and rewiring.
            • Re: funny wiring

              Tue, November 3, 2009 - 10:06 AM
              HI AGAIN


              Do you have dreams going on when awake and are aware of them. I always can see at least blurred lines of things in my vision at all times and some times they are like full dreams or cartoons. I guess really maybe, our minds never stop visual processing


              this i inderstand as shifting between dimensions it is often called bleedthrough this is what i would describe as shamanic walker between the worlds kinda thing


              as regards this Shan, does your problem or blessing affect how you write, I find it hard to sometimes follow what you say and your sentence and grammar is odd WELL NO that is just my choice i like things a certain way so they feel right on the page i loathe punctuations and diacritics in other languages I LOVE DISJOINTED JAMES joyce is a God to me and sorry if it makes the reader work harder


              The military thing yes you are of an age when the draft still worked until 72 i guess



              David the alice in wonderland thing is fascinating i had heard the expression before never knew what it was

              it too a perceptual anomaly/alternative all these things ask deep questions about the non-solidity of so called reality


              let us keep scratching peace shanxxx
              • Re: funny wiring

                Thu, November 5, 2009 - 10:34 AM
                ))"I have a hard time trusting what I see, even when I see it. I spend a lot of time double and triple checking until my mind is satisfied it like OCD,"((

                **So hear you here! I'm that way with the stove and used to be borderline OCD - how I kept my world from flying apart. I rarely trust what my eyes see, well especially as empath I have to see how it feels. Even with the stove, I finally figured how to trust that it was off. I put my hand over each burner before I leave then my head "gets it."

                I took two test recently on brain hemispheres. One showed I was 50%R / 50%L and the other longer one showed 49%R / 51%L. It spelled out what I actually do have to do to process. I have to process fully on both sides so it takes me longer. In Ayurveda school I wouldn't understand anything the teacher talked about in class so I would just take copious notes. Then I'd spent the rest of the weeks putting it all into an outline then pulling all the information out until I could get onto 1 page a symbolic/spatial relational artistic picture (worked for me and later I could sell them as study guides for others :)

                In learning I am slow to the start but usually half way into the class I have a strong foundation and I kick forward like a rocket (I love online schooling for this reason).

                **As for not driving, Shan, me too. I think for me it has to do with the speed of the vehicle and pressure of expectation. Walking, on cycle, on even skateboard (recent addition for my 39th Bday, lol) is easier because I have time to process what I see. I often joke that I'm a horse and buggy speed person in a Star trek world. Although the gift (sometimes a challenge) is that I see so much, as you guys probably do to.

                **As to your starseed idea...well nothing ever seems far out to me :) All possibilities are there - I can see the logical side of things and sometimes that wars or works with with the R side seeing things circular and as yet unseen or unheard of. A clairvoiant once come up to me and told me that I was from the Pleiades . Well, there are so many things in this unfolding universe that all is possible, much is likely and very few things are not.
                • Re: funny wiring

                  Thu, November 5, 2009 - 12:06 PM
                  wow michelle much grist for the mill



                  1 In learning I am slow to the start but usually half way into the class I have a strong foundation and I kick forward like a rocket (I love online schooling for this reason).

                  i am the slowest learner on the face of the earth but once i know something i really know it DO you know i never thought about that that too is a kink of sorts


                  michelle i am convinced ALL the funny wiring people have more than a bit of the ET make up at the level of the soul

                  i worked with asperger autism students for the first half of 2009 in a college and some of them are truly otherwordly

                  there is also a condition known as ataxia en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ataxia which in layman's terms is really spatial clumsiness

                  and those guys often are ET on some level


                  in the words of ray bradbury we are the martians there is much talk in new age circles of up to a 5th of humanity currently carrying ET heritage on some level from a portion of the soul to the full blown walk-in who has no human energy at the soul level basically full ET in a human flesh suit


                  this kind of talk can make some people uncomfortable but i feel i can say these things to you and you will not head for the door


                  i have done much past life reading in the last 15 years and many a time have we travelled to other galaxies sometimes really far the space brothers and spacxe sisters really want to help and God knows this planet NEeds HELP

                  anyway i strayed a little here but hey straying is good linearity a bind a t times


                  peace shan
            • Re: funny wiring

              Thu, November 5, 2009 - 11:52 AM
              david you said that the other day
              Shan, does your problem or blessing affect how you write, I find it hard to sometimes follow what you say and your sentence and grammar is odd.


              i gave you a quick answer from the heart and it is true



              but i think you might be onto something here i will be mindful as i write the way i want to see what is going on when i do that and i think you are right there is a spatial issue there i am quite claustrophobic


              and my hatred of punctuation is something to do with restrictions spatial ones i mean thanx for that it does help to discuss things

              it is like a straightjacket for me the whole punctuation thing


              or a CONSTRICTION of sorts yes i need to look at it closer
              • Re: funny wiring

                Fri, November 6, 2009 - 3:00 PM
                Shan

                I do things to create order, with out order I am lost. I have learned to put things in their place, and put them in the same place next time. It is only way my mind can keep tract and find things again in my physical world. It drives me crazy, if someone uses something of mine, and does not put it back.

                For me, proper sentence and paragraph structure is not just about following the rules, because one is supposed to. I have a hard keeping my brain focused to read. I like clean small paragraphs, to have better focus. Your style increases my brains mind to jump and dark about.

                My mind has a problem when someone does not break, making smaller paragraph; a real killer are those who have a sold mass of words, even with proper punctuation.

                It is like when I do physical projects that are boring. I might talk myself into hoeing a 5 x 5 foot patch of weeds, once done, I talk myself into another 5 x 5 patch of weeds. If I had told myself, I was going to hoe the whole area, I would of walked away before I started. But I am able to bite off small chunks, then eat another.

                Does this make any sense, with the way my brain has always worked, this is how I have learned to get by; with my dyslexia, and crap like ADHD and maybe some kind of mild Autism; which a lot of Indigos, Sensitives and Empath seem to have.
                • Re: funny wiring

                  Fri, November 6, 2009 - 4:06 PM
                  with my dyslexia, and crap like ADHD and maybe some kind of mild Autism; which a lot of Indigos, Sensitives and Empath seem to have.


                  yes all those guys seem to share common ground

                  interesting intresting

                  and they are not supposed to be the same


                  more questions about the wiring of humans and all those who are not FULLY here


                  since it seems that is who we are talking about
                • Re: funny wiring

                  Sat, November 7, 2009 - 11:17 PM
                  ))"I do things to create order, with out order I am lost. .... I have a hard keeping my brain focused to read. I like clean small paragraphs, to have better focus. Your style increases my brains mind to jump and dark about."((

                  Amen there David! I really love what structure does for me.

                  I find I have trouble reading single lines with spaces between them - they dance on the page whereas huge blocks of type just fuzz out to my eyes. I notice that breaking up the size of paragraphs is like creating balance in my paintings.

                  As an aside in school those big history books with the white white pages and little dark text would wave on the page unless I put a piece of paper under the line I was reading. I later found out that was a type of dyslexia although I think it stresses everyone's eyes to some degree.

                  I took a class on writing for the web and they found that over four to five lines of text, in a paragraph, taxes the eyes. As for punctuation. I was really challenged with that so worked on it because I want my sentence cadence to come through when I write (like it does when I speak).
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                    Re: funny wiring

                    Sun, November 8, 2009 - 12:21 AM
                    this is really interesting MICHElle and David

                    to me it works just the other way a bunched paragragh makes me me feel claustrophobic

                    i find single lines more airy i can breathe better as for punctuation i find it evil likes cuffs on the wrists chains on the ankles

                    this is all giving me much food for thought VERY DEEP embedded patterns going back lifetimes thank you hope the way i lay out my writing is not too torture-like for you TALK ABOUT DIFFERENT STROKES FOR DIFFERENT FOLKS wow amazing how things open out when we start discussing them


                    peace shan
                    • Re: funny wiring

                      Sun, November 8, 2009 - 12:54 AM
                      Hey shan,
                      I found your last post extremely easy to read. You Feng Shui-ed it, lol. You put that wonderful heavy paragraph on the bottom and created a nice balance to ground your floating top lines. Brilliant :)
                      • Re: funny wiring

                        Tue, November 10, 2009 - 11:10 AM
                        i did it to please both of you ( having read what you said)

                        really not my style really not my flow but glad you liked it peace shan
                        • Re: funny wiring

                          Tue, November 10, 2009 - 11:18 AM
                          feng shui is a really personal thing there again your feng shuied arrangement might be an other person's bad voodoo

                          nothing is fixed is what we are talking about here

                          no left/right is alll about that could also be no up no down


                          i see what we have engaged in here is to study PERCEPTION and how perception is everything and ultimately only subjective

                          there is no truth in any statement about reality that cannot be reversed and not be equally true

                          we have perceptual differences and all people who have this elliptical left right thing are at odds with the majority

                          but reading both your accounts it occurs to me that we the ones who perceive perceive different from each other too


                          IT IS HIGHLY enlightening to hear your accounts the more we dig the more we learn a truly rich quest peace shan
                          • Re: funny wiring

                            Tue, November 10, 2009 - 12:17 PM
                            Actually Shan, I like things open and airy too, but not as much as you do. I like short complete paragraphs, and if you look, I most often do that, but not always. Large paragraphs or entire posts in a block, drives me crazy, makes me feel blocked and suppressed and limited. My mind has a hard time trying to focus and keep tract and go from one idea to another. And my mind and eyes have a hard time staying on tract, they want to jump forward and backward and up and down on the page, maybe that is a dyslexic ADHD thing????

                            Michelle, interesting you mention, feng shui. My mind tends to operate like this. I don't like continued straight lines and everything even with the worlds way. I like the front of my home facing south, and my body head to the north while sleeping. My front yard, my sidewalk leisurely snakes to my front entry way. I guess I like asymmetrical balance, and things not common, things not square and etc, I like the unusual and rare and exotic in life, I find ordinary life and straightness boring and suffocating. I have a very imaginative creative mind, and I see everything as a developing artistic expression of who I am, with what elements I have to work with.

                            I am a seeker of truth, and I latch on to what I like and kick out what no longer serves me, my life is a tune to this music.

                            David
                            • Re: funny wiring

                              Wed, November 11, 2009 - 12:30 AM
                              again thank you


                              all this is showing me how DEEPLY I am claustrophobic

                              it even affects the way i like to see text

                              my favourite landscape is desert i lived in algeria for a year and loved the space i find south west america really appealing too due to its space

                              my idea of hell is hong kong holland or any jungle


                              shan
                              • Re: funny wiring

                                Wed, November 11, 2009 - 11:21 AM
                                Shan

                                I also have a problem with Claustrophobia, was really bad in 95, before I started taking B-12 shots. Problems the military and damage to nervous system. Body has lots of B-12, but apparently not able to use it, now I take 2,000 units a day orally, little pink cherry flavored tabs. My wife who is empathic and high IQ ed also, also tends to be claustrophobic. Most obvious is her need to see far ahead of the car driving down the road or hwy.

                                I was so bad in 95, before I started to take B-12, I could not get into car with out my windows down some. Could not go into a small room or room without windows. Lack of B-12, affects the bodies ability to repair the myelin sheath on the nerves and creates damage like MS, and can lead to what used to be psychosis and etc. I have encountered a few others, exposed to chemicals and in the military, who were also around JP8 jet fuel, with similar B-12 problems.

                                Sensitives are just that, sensitive to everything, chemicals, stresses and energies unseen by most.


                                I found the heavy forested areas of Pacific Northwest a bit too stressful. also the heavy thick forests of Missouri and Arkansas.

                                I too like the more open dessert, or a large open area surround by forest, or a open valley secluded from other areas.

                                I even find permanent relationships a bit claustrophobic.

                                Married to my last X, who was mentally and verbally abusive, I only remained as long as I could image that there was a open door to escape, if I needed to. When it got closed, I could not deal with what was happening. It was a mind game. My nervous systems was more messed up then, it was before I started on B-12. When every I decided the crap and pain was enough, I would think, I need to leave. When I did, I would get anxious, and end up in a full nasty Anxiety Panic/claustrophobic attack, until I decided to stay for the moment, would tell myself, I can take it, there is always the open door, if I need it.

                                It is amazing how well mind games can work, to get you by, until you can do something about it. Much of my life I guess, I have learned to play mind games, to survive and to accomplish things that I feared or were boring.

                                A kin to this, it setting up things one greatly enjoys, to keep one going and looking foreword. Like my favorite weekly TV shows, my favorite snacks after lunch and dinner, which not only cause pleasure, but are also comfort foods, which supply Carbs, to help cause a sugar surge in the body to produce more serotonin to, a neurotransmitter which calms the brain and which the lack of produces depression in people.


                                David
                                • Re: funny wiring

                                  Wed, November 11, 2009 - 11:31 AM
                                  some deeply personal info David than you for that


                                  also Sensitives are just that, sensitive to everything, chemicals, stresses and energies unseen by most. YES MAN we sure are those guys


                                  not always easy but SSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOO worth it


                                  will read up on B 12 sounds useful


                                  peace
                                  • Re: funny wiring

                                    Wed, November 11, 2009 - 8:34 PM

                                    "there is no truth in any statement about reality that cannot be reversed and not be equally true"

                                    So true, that!!

                                    Yeah, I practice Feng Shui and everything else more from an Ayurvedic perspective - all things can be medicine or poison just depending how, when, where they are used. In feng shui one can understand it from drawing a slowly snaking line, a line with dots at both ends and a line with arrows at both ends. None of them are good or bad, right or wrong but when we look at them we feel the energy of them a split second before our judgment kicks in and our fears are triggered.

                                    I love it because I never have to be the one to figure out what a person needs in their life I just have to get the person inspired and respecting themselves enough to accidentally divulge it to me whereby I can mirror it right back.

                                    My husband and I are complete opposites but there is something so refreshing in his different way of seeing the world, like you Shan and your way of written communication. Those different qualities help us expand.
                                  • Re: funny wiring

                                    Thu, November 12, 2009 - 1:09 AM
                                    In the body, B-12 is involved in stomach acid production, needed in the repair of the myelin sheath on the nerves and etc.

                                    I did a search and found a lot more on B-12 deficiency then there was just a year or two ago. Here are some interesting ones. I find that not only our bodies and nerves more sensitive to everything,but along with High IQ or even by itself, just being a Empath. Our nerves flow faster and short out more easily.

                                    Here are some sites I found most informative and interesting, I realized that B-12 is more involved in things I never knew about and explains some of my problems, I never realizes was related maybe to B-12 deficiency or absorption hindrances.

                                    I had the lowest levels of usable B-12 while eating meat, as well as the worst physical and mental symptoms. The thing is you have to absorb more B-12, to produce the acid needed to digest animal products, especially meat. The seventh-day Adventist University found that if you eat right and provide the pro biotic bacteria, your GI tract will provide most of the B vitamins you need, including B-12. There are herbs which supply some B-12 as well.

                                    David

                                    www.the-vitamin-and-supplement-guide.com/vitaminb12deficiencysymptoms.html

                                    www.essortment.com/all/vita..._rndj.htm

                                    www.webmd.com/a-to-z-guid...pic-overview

                                    www.wrongdiagnosis.com/v/vita...oms.htm

                                    www.freeuniquearticles.com/heal...toms/
                                    • Re: funny wiring

                                      Thu, November 12, 2009 - 12:04 PM
                                      "University found that if you eat right and provide the pro biotic bacteria, your GI tract will provide most of the B vitamins you need, including B-12. There are herbs which supply some B-12 as well."

                                      I've read that too. We had a group that lived near us in Grass Valley, CA and the diet worked great for many people, especially those who were sick. I think one of the big problems with the veggie diet is that so many people go into it thinking, "I'll just cut out meat" but only some are like you, do it holistically and w/ a focus on natural foods.
                                      • Re: funny wiring

                                        Thu, November 12, 2009 - 12:29 PM
                                        I know we are off tracking from this thread, but here it goes. You are right about most of many who do switch, simply give up meat, and end up eating more white flour, sugar eggs and processed garbage food. That does not work, especially if one is a Sensitive, and or a Empath, will really mess you up.

                                        Some become fruititarians, that is ok to some extent, if you live in place which is hot/warm year around. Each of our bodies require a little different diet ratio of fruits, veggies and whole grains, plus taking into consideration work and stress load, plus climate zone. We need to be in tune with out bodies. When spring comes, I crave more fruit and turn off from so many grains, when it cools in the fall, I start craving more grain and less fruit. Nature provides what we should me making a major part of our diet, each season.

                                        Back to going Vegetarian, great need to eat whole foods, lots of variety. I don't eat wheat and etc, it bothers me, so I eat brown rice, corn, millet and Quinoa, eat mostly Mexican and Chinese foods, some East Indian too. There is no lack of variety and flavor, if I take the time to make it. with more variety.


                                        It has been show, that people who just cut out meat or etc and add in more garbage Carbs or what ever, are not healthier, if anything, it can accelerate their unhealthy demise. Then some become so strict, so fast, they are soon are off their diets. Because they are tired of not eating like they used to, or they are cleansing so much, they feel nasty and in pain and just give up.

                                        I have been modifying and refining my diet for over 30 years and slowly getting used to where I want to be, and what my body and nature will allow under all considerations. Most things in life I find are a compromise, your body and mind have feelings and desires too and one much be able to exist in their society that surrounds us.
                                        • Re: funny wiring

                                          Thu, November 12, 2009 - 12:50 PM
                                          Shan

                                          I was rereading some of posts and this part of your first post hit me. I was like that, but fear was my culprit, I had to take the test a number of times to pass. Besides the dyslexic thing, it does not take very much fear or anxious to blow my neurotransmitter and nerve flow and it makes me numb headed and not able to function, and it only got much worse in the military with more vaccinations and chemicals.

                                          I cannot also function under a time limit ether, it freezes me up, unless it is is self induced. I cannot perform in from of others, for the same reason, locks me up. I think it is real, but also a learned defense by my body and mind to protect itself, even when I don't have the sense to do so. More then once have I realized that my body has taken things into it owns hands to protect it self when I was unable too myself. It has created a unique awareness of my body and it needs and desires, which most others seem to have no concept of. It helps to read books on empathic healers who work with surgeons, with organ and heart transplant patients. They have fond that if some communicates with the body and the new organ and explains what is happening to each of them, organ rejection is dramatically reduced.

                                          It showed that your body has feelings and needs, and is aware of pain and trauma, and feels fear and etc. We are in this body as spiritual beings, but or bodies have feelings and needs too. We should care for and love our bodies and nourish them, and when we allow them to be hurt, rejected, malnourished, abused, they suffer and can rebel, creating health problems, needing medical help or even surgery.

                                          I tried to learn to drive a few years back and was turfed out of the car by my instructor after many lessons

                                          he said unkindly he had never met anyone with such a level of brain damage


                                          he was a very unkind man but still he had a point


                                          if he said turn right I would turn left/or right and fail to see what the problem was when he complained later on

                                          It is hard to explain but the concept means absolutely nowt to me
  • Re: funny wiring

    Sun, November 29, 2009 - 10:53 AM
    >"any of you resonate with this? i really want to know if there are others"<

    I resonate with it. Its like you see everything at once and it doesn't matter which way is up. I do this as well. But I can look left or right, just a little slower than others, and sometimes I get it wrong. Its the intuition brain overriding the analytical brain.

    Shan,
    Have you tried to use meditation? Have you looked to see if your an empath? Cause Davide, Michelle and myself are. And your showing some interesting signs. Wonder if your intuition brain needs to spread outs its feelers and get a hold on reality in a way that your five normal senses can't.
    • Re: funny wiring

      Sun, November 29, 2009 - 2:41 PM
      Can you explain maybe in more detail or use some examples? It was not real clear.

      And sorry, that is how my brain works, I have to have thing more clearly spelled out, I know it drives my wife crazy, and other X wife too. My wife might say, can you get something on the kitchen counter, but if she does not say exactly where, I may not find it. I have a similar problem when some moves something that belows to me.

      David
      • Re: funny wiring

        Sun, November 29, 2009 - 3:36 PM
        Well like following some instruction to a math problem. And the math problem is in English. I always seem to misunderstand what the question is asking. I think its because I see more than one way that the question is pertinent. You see they leave the questions ambiguous.

        Or take a 3D image of a device, you know where things go and it doesn't matter which way is up, right, left, front, rear, or down. Its relative.

        Or you look at a car from a front corner and you know exactly where the wheel you can't see is.
        • Re: funny wiring

          Sun, November 29, 2009 - 11:31 PM
          yes eric that is nicely worded

          I resonate with it. Its like you see everything at once and it doesn't matter which way is up


          this is exactly what my perception is like left and right are therefore IRRELEVANT concepts and my brain spends no time on them

          i do not differentiate it is all unified or interchangeable
          • Re: funny wiring

            Mon, November 30, 2009 - 1:18 AM
            Here is a funny thing,

            In basic training (USAF), the TI would put a rock in one hand of the airman who can march right when "left, right, left" was called. The rock worked as a physical tag to tell the airman which is right and which is left.

            Fortunately for me I was able to correct myself (using a half step) before it came to that. BTW about a good 33% of the guys marching in formation had to adjust their steps right off the bat.
            • Re: funny wiring

              Mon, November 30, 2009 - 1:21 AM
              I have to say, though I made it through basic well enough, it took all my concentration and faculties to do it. Then I was sent to Tech School and I could not study. I was so stressed I literally could not remember what I read. It took about two meetings with a psychologist to get me back to the point that I could study and pass tests.
              • Re: funny wiring

                Mon, November 30, 2009 - 12:12 PM
                Most of the time, with what every it is, i see so many possibilities to a questoin or a problem, I cannot answer it, or have to decide what I think they want.. I have a very low frustration level, and it can quickly blow me away, best option is, if it goes on for too long, best to just walk away and come back to it later. Many times my mind will have a answer later on, working on it at a subconscious level.

                Some of that comes from a high IQ and seeing beyond the mark,, that is what a few my past VA psychs I have told me. My mind see so much, it needs a very accurate specific questoin. I have no doubt that my Empathic Intuitive gifts exacerbate this problem too.

                Anything less then a precise actuate question, leads to confusion and fear within my mind in time, and will shut it down and eventually cause anxiety if I don't take care of it right away.

                I had the marching problem in basic too, but added to that, I am left footed, I have cross dormancies, right handed, but left footed and left eyed. Was even Left jawed too, but switched in the military, after they pulled a tooth and sewed my gum to my cheek and had to chew my food differently for some time.


                Cross dormancies set up confusion and frustration waiting to happen, from what I learned in college and etc.
                • Re: funny wiring

                  Thu, December 3, 2009 - 11:46 AM
                  Hi E! Nice to see you here.

                  I think you hit the nail on the head when you said...Lol, now under stess I can't recall your exact line! Anyway when you mentioned about the analytical and intuitive sides blocking each other. Incidentally, how did the Psych. work to help you? Because I have the same trouble when I am under pressure to know or perform - I forget how to do basic things. For me it feels like my system stops trusting my ability and closes down all the possibilities.