Hi there i think i can help you out, i am a gemini rising, libra sun, cancer moon, mercury in virgo (asendent ruler)

so i would say i know how you feel with all thouse emotional issues, your a virgo rising, cancer sun, pisces moon

First lets take a look at your self before you go looking at the other person, you realy have to get to know your true self nature ma dear, strengths and espectaily weaknesses i know it is hard, i tend to do this and i find there is alot to learn about what you bring to a relationship and how this effects them, maybe your attitude towards relationships and leo men is all messed up with the missconception that what happend in the past might happen again my dear cancer lady, you know cancer cant let go of the past easyly, your holding onto past hurt bad idea and your got a big defence up to stop from further hurt, your scared to death aint you?

you definatly are a deeply feeling and spiritul person needing much closeness and reassurance, emotional rapport is essential for your wellbeing and any sign of detachment is a sign of no security and cancer needs security, your virgo rising makes you an analist no doubt so your very much aware of the details of your emotional needs and being a cancer your bent on finding your true love to set up a life with, a potential paradise for you maybe? but for a leo they live for love and romance! They wine they dine and blow your socks off when they want to seduce they are the masters no doubt.

example ma dear "What on earth do I do? I decide not to throw away potential paradise, just because of 2 other guys. He’s talking marriage. I’m scared to death. Most of the time, its paradise. Other times, the following issues occur" then u analise the hell out of it

You see cancer lady you cant expect them to shower you with this love and keep this up forever, even after marriage, leo get bored, things get monotomos, leo needs fun and love not to settle down like you do! They need adventure, romance and ego strokes, after the whirlwind romanceing they get bored because you want to settle down, you seem to have security and freedom issues that you are ignoring in yourself, they are subtle but they are there, try for yourself and not anyone else to develope some INDEPENDENCE. let leo be who they want to be, luv them for who they are and what they bring to the world, they are loyal and need attention from the world, your totaly different signs, side by side you are not a good match deal with it.

also one of your leo guys A Leo-Sun/Aquarius-Moon/Scorpio-Rising is probly astrologicaly not a good match, Aquarius moons are very natorious for complex love lifes, sudden changes ect... very differernt to your needs your a pisces moon is side by side once again a bad match. the scorpio rising is good but if it aspects even better.

do yourself a favour and just be paitent before rushing into marriage and stop wasting your time dating leos if they cause you so much greif