Is simply beautiful I know that....
I believe that.... and have been so very happy lately....
however today I feel heavy.... and been rather cranky!
Whatcha got for me Leisa? Anything?
I mean all in all things are good........I'm not sure why today is harder for me now that Bailey's Life Celebration is over..... I'm just not sure if I'm grieving more...... or why I still should be.....OR if the grieving process allowing some negativity in ....... interesting thought..... I need to shed it either way.......
I believe that.... and have been so very happy lately....
however today I feel heavy.... and been rather cranky!
Whatcha got for me Leisa? Anything?
I mean all in all things are good........I'm not sure why today is harder for me now that Bailey's Life Celebration is over..... I'm just not sure if I'm grieving more...... or why I still should be.....OR if the grieving process allowing some negativity in ....... interesting thought..... I need to shed it either way.......
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Re: Life
Mon, April 28, 2008 - 5:06 PMTo me it feels as though there is residual grief TrayC but also a feeling of emptiness..almost as though Bailey's Life Celebration was taking alot of energy and now it is over there is a feeling of emptiness/flatness.
The feeling stems from your base chakra..your center of family issues, and issues of prosperity and abundance. I am sensing that Baileys celebration gave you a real sense of purpose, and maybe you could organise life celebrations for other people...as a career option?
I have a simple affirmation for you
I enjoy being in my body and I nourish it each day. I am connected to the earth and the safe foundation it provides for my future growth. I believe in my abundance.
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Mon, April 28, 2008 - 5:20 PMok... now that is interesting Leisa....... you are the second person who said something about a career thing........
I didn't do anything in the planning of Bailey's event...
I do feel the grief....
And something else comes to mind..... being there with my kid.....when someone else no longer has theirs..... sometimes hard..... you feel so many different things..... or at least I do...... and its real now.....we've celebrated....the chapter has closed..... no going back.... no more Bailey..... in a sense.
I'm not fighting what I'm feeling..... just trying to flow thru it..... and it shall pass as all things do.
xo
thanks for the insight......its much appreciated...
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Mon, April 28, 2008 - 5:51 PMI'm feeling you flowing TrayC you are very strong...and glowing beautifully
And no more Bailey....Oh my there is more of Bailey now than there ever was before..her essence is EVERYWHERE..she is all things! -
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Mon, April 28, 2008 - 6:36 PMOh yeah... I agree... just meant where we physicially see her... that's all.. I feel her freedom....
it's passing....
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