I just made it to the gym today after a long time. It's hard to get motivated, but sometimes you just have to not even think about it, just do it. I didn't want or feel like going this morning, but I had my gym bag packed the night before and didn't think about it, just went through the motions. Eventually, I think it becomes habit and then necessity. At least I hope so.

For years, Karen, I kept telling myself that as soon as I got into better shape I'd go to a class... I still haven't done it.

I need to get on planning rehearsals, but have so much up in the air right now that I just can't at the moment...