I CANT BELIEVE I DONT GET TO GO ~ AGAIN!!!!

ALL I've wanted this summer was to make it AR and go dance in the mountains with my friends ~ 2 FANTASTIC opportunities had presented ~ Did it? ~ Is it gonna happen? ~ NOOOO. I cant Win for Winning!!! Great things are happening for me ~ but with the good ~ you have to take some bad!! My Bad is ~ I blew out my right knee yesterday ~ walking the stairs at work! My knee pain is something I had been dealing with for awhile now... All of my 8 hour dancing sprees for about 10years now ~ have left my knee slightly worn and in pain from time to time... but somehow yesterday it had it ~ I had never felt it hurt that bad before…. So I went to the ER to have it checked out. Of course they did not do much ~ no MRI to really see if the muscle is torn or what ~ but whatever ~ I'll be immobilized in a knee brace and crutches for a week, to see if the muscle heals... I debated on going to Gamma Fest anyway ~ because I REALLY wanna see Hallucinogen and Shpongle & share another great time with all of you! But it would just be torture for me to have to sit there and not dance... not be able to hike up and down the mountains and jump off cliffs into the lake!!! WEEEEEE Thats what I really wanna be doing!! If I did ~ more than likely ~ I will just do more damage to my knee than I could easily recover from!!! It totally bites and Im totally bummed!

So ALL you beautiful people have a FANTASTIC Time ~ I will miss You ~Miss Gamma ~ Be looking forward to viewing pictures!

<3 Lainey


*Keith has not decided if he can leave me alone at home this weekend! I told him my family is not far away, I will be fine ~ I hope he goes and has a great time with you all ~ even tho I would miss him!