A moment to reflect & share recent and past events, concerning this community of ours and a debriefing of 2007. I’m not one to write many blogs or keep constant update on my life on tribe.net, but I am a believer in using it for the purpose of outreach and communication to the community at large.
For the sake of information and using my words, like a big girl should, I am stating the fact that I am simply pissed off.
Actually disgusted.
Actually, mortified and turned inside out, about to cry, but ready to punch someone in the face.
Because I’ve been taught to semi-control my outrages, I’ve decided just to pour it out, puke it up, and divulge the gnarlyness that I feel inside about the darkness stirring in this “community”
Yes. Quote community.
Burning Man. 8 years of Burning Man.
Genres & sub-genres breaking off. Birds of a feather flocking to their cliques.
Fleathers, hipsters, hippies, rockers, rock stars, starwalkers… whateva’s…
Staying neutral in the whole scene, which as we know it is, a scene, I’ve watched the popularity contests, I’ve watched the peacocks flaunt themselves all over El-circo. I’ve seen the who’s-who get their egos stroked & the queens rise and fall.
We all know names and blah,blah,blah…
What I wanna know is WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH ALL OF THIS DRUG USE PEOPLE?
The over-use is so bad, it’s fucking disgusting.
Someone just died! And we all know who it is…
We all know Ketamine is in. We have all been doing E since before E was cool. Coke has been a massive problem since the 80’s… and still is…
So WOW People, do you really not know yourselves yet? Are you still searching for that high like the 1st time? Guess what, it’s never gonna happen. It’s Physiology people.
It’s just the fact for a lot of folks, it’s every party, every weekend. I mean get a grip.
And guess what, you can get high without snorting lines, without injecting yourself, without popping pills… sweet… it can happen…and ya know, you can have all of those kewl esoteric epiphanies that you get when serotonin systemically drains into body, by having an enlightening conversation or hey, going for a run, dancing… what an idea… I could think of a million more…
I’m not putting myself on a perfection pedestal. But, I obviously have an issue here.
It’s bad. My attitude sucks. I should go lock myself into a closet and scream & cry myself to sleep, in which I prolly will after I post this blog.
But this really hit home with me this 2007, as I sat at home on New Years Eve, pondering about important things, other than the raging parties I was missing.
I realized that this fire that is burning so deep, so real, so hot and so intently all started around a major home-breaking issue that I experienced with my immediate family, in dealings with the infamous YOHAI.
Yeh, that fucking asshole.
Yeh, the guy that hands out drugs to people so that he can have them in his pocket… Yeh, I said it.
Yeh, the guy that has screwed over every person that he crosses paths with. Yeh, the guy that everyone hates, but smiles to his face.
Yeh, well, I ain’t smiling.
The only thing that puts a smile on my face is the fact that he got deported back to his country. WOW, maybe there is a god. Or as Sierra put it, “Israel is the Motherland!”
Thanks for taking that piece of shit home.
Cuz the repercussions that have happened since my People, my family, my Boys got involved with that guy, have been atrocious. Nasty, Embarrassing, dark, evil, disgusting.
Makes me want to puke…
So there it is people… there’s my 2007 vomit… all up on your computer screen.
And ya know, I feel so much better. So much so, I think I’ll have a cup of tea.
For what it’s worth, I love electronic music, I love the high I get from dancing. I won’t stop going to parties because there’s drugs or big-fat-balding-bitch-ass-poser-drug-slinging-yohai’s, but I refuse to be quiet about the things that are happening from my little point of view & I really hope we can take a vow to keep each other in check a little bit more around these issues, so that no one else dies or gets screwed over…
P.S. Happy 2008 folks, I love you.
For the sake of information and using my words, like a big girl should, I am stating the fact that I am simply pissed off.
Actually disgusted.
Actually, mortified and turned inside out, about to cry, but ready to punch someone in the face.
Because I’ve been taught to semi-control my outrages, I’ve decided just to pour it out, puke it up, and divulge the gnarlyness that I feel inside about the darkness stirring in this “community”
Yes. Quote community.
Burning Man. 8 years of Burning Man.
Genres & sub-genres breaking off. Birds of a feather flocking to their cliques.
Fleathers, hipsters, hippies, rockers, rock stars, starwalkers… whateva’s…
Staying neutral in the whole scene, which as we know it is, a scene, I’ve watched the popularity contests, I’ve watched the peacocks flaunt themselves all over El-circo. I’ve seen the who’s-who get their egos stroked & the queens rise and fall.
We all know names and blah,blah,blah…
What I wanna know is WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH ALL OF THIS DRUG USE PEOPLE?
The over-use is so bad, it’s fucking disgusting.
Someone just died! And we all know who it is…
We all know Ketamine is in. We have all been doing E since before E was cool. Coke has been a massive problem since the 80’s… and still is…
So WOW People, do you really not know yourselves yet? Are you still searching for that high like the 1st time? Guess what, it’s never gonna happen. It’s Physiology people.
It’s just the fact for a lot of folks, it’s every party, every weekend. I mean get a grip.
And guess what, you can get high without snorting lines, without injecting yourself, without popping pills… sweet… it can happen…and ya know, you can have all of those kewl esoteric epiphanies that you get when serotonin systemically drains into body, by having an enlightening conversation or hey, going for a run, dancing… what an idea… I could think of a million more…
I’m not putting myself on a perfection pedestal. But, I obviously have an issue here.
It’s bad. My attitude sucks. I should go lock myself into a closet and scream & cry myself to sleep, in which I prolly will after I post this blog.
But this really hit home with me this 2007, as I sat at home on New Years Eve, pondering about important things, other than the raging parties I was missing.
I realized that this fire that is burning so deep, so real, so hot and so intently all started around a major home-breaking issue that I experienced with my immediate family, in dealings with the infamous YOHAI.
Yeh, that fucking asshole.
Yeh, the guy that hands out drugs to people so that he can have them in his pocket… Yeh, I said it.
Yeh, the guy that has screwed over every person that he crosses paths with. Yeh, the guy that everyone hates, but smiles to his face.
Yeh, well, I ain’t smiling.
The only thing that puts a smile on my face is the fact that he got deported back to his country. WOW, maybe there is a god. Or as Sierra put it, “Israel is the Motherland!”
Thanks for taking that piece of shit home.
Cuz the repercussions that have happened since my People, my family, my Boys got involved with that guy, have been atrocious. Nasty, Embarrassing, dark, evil, disgusting.
Makes me want to puke…
So there it is people… there’s my 2007 vomit… all up on your computer screen.
And ya know, I feel so much better. So much so, I think I’ll have a cup of tea.
For what it’s worth, I love electronic music, I love the high I get from dancing. I won’t stop going to parties because there’s drugs or big-fat-balding-bitch-ass-poser-drug-slinging-yohai’s, but I refuse to be quiet about the things that are happening from my little point of view & I really hope we can take a vow to keep each other in check a little bit more around these issues, so that no one else dies or gets screwed over…
P.S. Happy 2008 folks, I love you.
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