I heard a little voice yesterday - first time since hiking in the canyon now a year and a half ago.

She said, "Not yours to take, David" but not as a auditory hallucination but as an "alien" strain of thought like with the mushroom entity who identified itself as The New Creature back in 2007. Does seem to happen at times of immense stress in my life. In the Spring of 2007 the stress was unbelievable and I would never had made it without the help of this entity or the voices or whatever you want to call it.

The last time she spoke I was hiking down a beautiful canyon and feeling sorry for myself relationship wise again and feeling so alone and she whispered ever so softly and reassuringly, "you are not alone"

But I have "heard" nothing from The New Creature since it (they/he/her) since it left in June of 2007